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Hello my name is Alice and I wanted to make my like 1 millionth book of Kellin Quinn because he's life but this one seems very interesting tbh so enjoy and don't forget to vote please!
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This story is going to be triggering so don't say I didn't warn you! And i am not promoting eating disorders either! It's my own experience with it and how my mind was and I thought a few of you could relate and find a way out of it and seek help like how this girl did
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|Kellin|
I got up from my bunk. "HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLIN!!" Justin elbowed me. I smiled but squinted in pain, playfully shoving him. We weren't on tour right now which was a couple of days worth. We are playing gigs and touring with small bands and today is April 24th 2009. My birthday! I am officially 23 years of age.
"Today's my birthday," I sighed, collecting all useful pans I can use to cook breakfast.
I bumped into Jesse who's eyes were barely open. He must have gotten up but fell into a light sleep again. "Uh Jesse," I tapped him and he flinched.
"Oh sorry I was just uh," he muttered and his eyes started to slowly close shut.
"Jesse!" I yelled and his eyes shot open and took off walking towards the bathroom. "Don't make a mess now dude," only hearing a door shut in return.
(Let's just say they met each other in high-school and they already have a band together)
Jack and Gabe must be still sleeping; We had a fun and crazy guys night before I hit 23 last night. I started cooking eggs because I know the boys would want to eat when they wake up so I thought maybe I can use some of my time to be nice and cool for a bunch of cool friends.
After I was finished, the boys made their way at the table. Justin nearly dug in.
"WAIT!" I yelled and they all stared at me. "I have awesome an amazing announcement to make," I grinned and they all smiled expectantly, "we'll be starting another tour a little earlier because WE WERE SIGNED!!!" I yelled and the boys flipped, "-WAIT!" They shut up and listened. "-our record label wanted us to have a good time, I might have possibly been a little eager and wanted to start a little earlier so we are."
Jesse looked at the boys and they all looked at each other in shock for a moment. "HOLY SHIT NO WAY!!" They all started yelling around like it was the end of the world. I smiled and laughed and yelled with them. "Okay okay... Can we eat now? Or do we have to pry?" Justin asked still waiting. "Oh sorry" I laughed and the boys laughed along. Today is going pretty good and it's only started.
After we were finished I had to get ahold of our tour manager and our manager to ask what's up. Our new album comes out next month and our tour was suppose to start a month after but I wanted to start earlier. I got a message from our manager who tours with us right while I was dialling his number. I opened the message and so much excitement rushed all over me. "GUYS WE START MARCH 1ST HOLY CRAP" I said and the boys starting screaming like a murderer was in the house.
A week later
(sorry to skip but let's get into action)
I threw the last bag into the tour bus. Thank god we could afford that. Our two albums are going amazing and I had to talk to the boys about the setlist. I clapped my hands and gave my mom one last hug. (Coco and Katelynne plus her kids are out of the picture xc)
"You be safe sweety, love you" she said and I said my last words before I got on the bus to go. We all gathered here at my house so we were ready to go. "Here we come tour!!" I yelled and dance around the bus with the boys while our tour manager drove and our manager and techs sat down and played on the Xbox while we started our tour. They were amazing people and we all have gotten really close since the day we met. Except for when Justin nearly got into a fight with one of us.
"Hey kellin" Jesse said taking a seat by me. "What's up" I said giving him all my attention. "I hope we do really good for this tour..." He said patting my back and giving me a reassuring smile. I took it and smiled back and nodded in agreement at what he said. "Hey, don't think of Katelynne okay?" He said. "Yeah but she was an amazing person Jess" I said looking down. Katelynne was my ex until cheated a couple of months ago. I found out she was pregnant with another guys baby and it's a baby boy. This isn't the first time. She cheated a a couple of years back and had another baby but this was the last time. I gave my heart to her when I was 17.
"Dude. She cheated. Your way better than that.. Repeat after me, I am a way better than her and she doesn't deserve a good man like me" Jesse said smiling. I moved my head and stared at him. "I am a way better than her and she doesn't deserve a good man like me!!" I yelled. "Again!!" Jesse yelled. I repeated it and yelled and smiled so big I've never felt happier. Like I got things off my chest. Jack and Justin and Gabe started cheering and yelling. I stopped and then yawned.
"I am going to take a nap. Tell me when we are in Texas" I said and crawled up in my buck and let sleep take over me. I am pretty sure I am over Katelynne.
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"KELLIN!!" Jack yelled. I shot up. "What?" I asked and yawned. "We have been here dude. I tried waking you up earlier but you have been sleeping and sleeping and even snoring. I was starting to think you were dead for a second man. What's wrong?" He asked. "oh nothing... Wait how long have I been out?" I asked. "A lot of hours.. Nearly 10" he said rubbing his face. "Holy shit" I mumbled to myself. Holy shit 10 hours?!! I rubbed my face in frustration. "You can't let depression take over you" Jack said and walked out of the bus. I looked down at my thighs. He is right. I slowly slid out of my bunk and changed my clothes.
After I was finished, I walked outside of the bus so I wasn't 'Isolating myself' because of my so called depression. Whatever. But the thing is, I don't have a clue where we are and where I am going or where the boys are. I slowly walked around. We were like in a neighborhood. Maybe Justins brothers house. Oh yeah it is his family's house. (Rip to Justin's lost brother xc)
I just walked along the road and near a tall apartment. Maybe getting a beautiful view would help me find where I am. This doesn't look like Orlando in a way. I shall walk all the way on top of the roof like an idiot and try and clear my mind and be happy. I hate the feeling of sadness.
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