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We drove home in silence. As much as this hurt me to leave my ill girlfriend home all by herself hurt so much. I have two sides of my life and it's hard to accept at times but that's my life. It's what I live for.
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-|Hazel| ~March~
I roller in bed and my stomach started to hurt. I walked downstairs and saw the dishes the way they were left when kellin was here. The house was clean and I only had eaten at restaurants or heated up food. My bankers were a mess and the laundry was all done and Kellin's closet was neatly sorted and everything. I missed him so much. It was as if I was mourning over his death, but he didn't die. It hurts that much.
I heard a knock at the door and I hurried to it thinking it was kellin but it wasn't. It was Oli? Oli Sykes? What the hell? How did he- "Hello I'm Oli. Me and kellin may not be good friends but he wanted me to check up on you.." He politely said and his accent almost matched mine. I smiled and greater him in. His eyes caught my stomach and he smiled. "Is it a girl or boy?" He asked. I furrowed my eyebrows and laughed at him. "Oh I'm not pregnant" I said and looked down at my stomach and my heart dropped. I'm gaining weight. I had a small stomach and now it sticks out. Oli seemed to notice and just watched my actions. I was wearing leggings with no socks. My nails and toe nailed were painted black and I worse a muscle shirt with a loosely black shirt over it. It was almost like a zip up, alike to what Lynn Gunn wears.
"Oh my god I am sorry for insulting you. I honestly thought you wer-" I cut him off by smiling. "Hey it's okay. Honestly, don't mention it" i said and his face lit up. "Are you from the uk or anywhere near?" He asked. I smiled and I nodded. "Woah really?! Sit down, let's chat it up" he giggled and I sat down on the couch to get to know him a little bit for. "So kellin sent you, yeah? I asked. "Yeah, he had my number somehow and managed to call me. I was like oh cool yeah man and he thanked me and all but it's great stopping by. Lovely house." He complimented and I thanked him.
"I'm from the UK, Birmingham?" I asked and he shook his head. "I'm from Ashford. It's quite nice there. Maybe you should stop by when you visit your family" he said. "I don't have family Oli" I sadly said and he stuck out his bottom lip a little. "You are always welcomed to fit in with this whole community of ours. If you don't know what I mean, you'll get it soon. Dating kellin, is welcoming you into it. But catch ya later. I have to get going but maybe I can get your number?" He asked. I typed my number in his phone and he thanked me.
"Hana wants me. My girlfriend. Fiancé anyways. But see ya later Hazel" he smiled and I waved. "See you later Oli" and he shut the door. Wow kellin is so adorable. He literally had a random stranger come check up on me. That's so sweet!!
I then coughed up on my thoughts and stood there coughing for a while knowing that Oli thought I was pregnant. I stood up and walked upstairs and noticed that I've been feeling for exhausted than usual and peeing more. I stood in front of the wall mirror and lifted my shirt up and stood sideways. My stomach stuck out but it was hard to believe I was pregnant. I mean I've been eating a lot. Craving so much shit but I just don't see it?
My phone rang and I jumped and when I was about to walk away that's when my eyes really opened. My stomach was round and had a thump. My eyes got teary and my heart stopped. I stood there and couldn't move. I ran to my phone and picked up. Kellins voice hit my ears. "Hey Hazel!! What's up beautiful" he said. "Kellin.. Oh h-hi" I said. It got quiet and I could imagine Kellins face dropping once I told him this. "Kellin.. Can you book me a flight to your next show" I asked and he began to talk. "Hell yeah!! But what's going on?" He questioned and I couldn't tell him because I wasn't for sure. I will need to take like ten pregnancy tests.
"Just to see you silly.." I lied and I could see the excitement in his voice. "Yes!! Absolutely! I'd love to see you! He nearly yelled. "Okay great! So.. Whe-" he cut me off. "Tonight I head over there and you come here tomorrow with me. I'll make sure you get rest on the flight so you aren't as exhausted" he said. "Okayyy" I said and hung up the phone after we finished our long conversation.
I stood there dumbfounded. "What the hell is going on.. If I'm pregnant, this can ruin so many things" I said and sat on Kellins dresser and held my knees to my chest and passed out, last I knew I was crying.
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"Hazel!!" I jumped and noticed I was being lifted. I looked up to see Oli. He slowly put my on Kellins bed and I sat up. I rubbed my eyes. "H-how did you get here?" I asked. "Kellins gave me the house key" he said. "Look, I don't want to even believe you bu-" I shut his face up. "I'm pregnant.." I said and frowned.
"Did you tell kellin?!" He nearly yelled. "Yo chill Sucks" I said and he frowned sarcastically at the nick name I gave him. "I am going to tell him on stage.. Tomorrow.. " I said and Oli's face brighten. "I don't even feel as if your a stranger. I mean you are Oliver Sykes who sings in bring me the horizon."
"Please take care of yourself. If anything happens, message me." He said before walking out of the room. I felt kind of weird that he even come into the house.. Maybe kellin is being too over protective and worrying too much. I decided to call him. I pulled out my phone and it rang. I sat there waiting for him to pick up and soon I heard another ring. I slowly turned around and heard the ringing from downstairs. I slowly got up from the bed and tip tied downstairs looking for my love.
"K-kellin?" I called out. I walked down the steps and thank god they are rugged stairs. They would have been creaking if they were wooden steps. I made it down the steps and I heard the phone from the downstairs bathroom that's in the dark hallway.
The bathroom door was open but the light was off. I had a gut feeling that I shouldn't go back there but I did. I walked into the dark hallway and turned the light on and saw everything I never wanted to see. Blood, flicking lights, flies, Kellin.
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