|Recap|
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I am happy at the place I am, having my family back is wonderful and I hope I don't mess it up again.
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|Kellin| ~ March~
Do I still trust her? Do I still like her? I question myself daily. I have no idea because being an asshole I am kicking Jesse out if the band was uncalled for but he was planning on leaving. Maybe he could just tour with us just till next year. It's almost 2012 thank god.. Don't know why but I guess it's the end of the world ahhhhhhhhh!
I looked over and Hazel and she was slowly drifting to sleep. I pushed on the horn and she jumped completely in her chair and glared at me. "Stop" she wined and I laughed. "I'm taking you out to eat Hazel.." I said and she shook her head. "Okay we will drive towards the rehab facility" I said and she shot up in her chair and nodded about going out to eat. "What's so wrong about taking pills to help you stay up anyways?" She snapped and stared out the window. "They can kill you. And your hurting yourself" I said. "Yeah that sure didn't matter all those years you left me in the hospital on my deathbed" she said hitting me like a ton of rocks.
The ride become quiet and no one didn't talk. I was on the road towards my house. I am not taking her out to eat. This was a huge mistake trying to gain everything back. "What are you doing" she asked. "Is there anywhere you could be at, a place?" I asked. She looked mad and then her face soften and she shook her head no.
"Jesse I don't think wants me around anymore after all, we are hanging once again. It's fine." She said. "I still have your room in my house if you didn't know.. Haven't touched a thing" I said and she smiled. I drove back to my house and I was still pissed at her but I was trying my best not to show it. "Look Hazel, get your shit together please. At least work with me on this... Be positive? The past is the past" I nearly shouted. She went into the house with no words and ran to her bedroom and shut the door and made sure it was locked.
I shook my head. Her attitude or what had happened will not effect anything with her living in my house. She knows she is very welcomed here and I will not force her out of OUR house. "Hazel.. I'm sorry.. I'm just expressing an angry part of me. I'm sorry... I just miss you" I said and she opened up. "Yeah but what if I miss you too? Will that change anything? I'm trying my best to move on but I don't even seem like I fit in with you all.. Was I gone too long to where you all forgot about me?" She said and walked past me with a duffel bag. "Hazel" I said. "Where are you going" my voice was shaky.
"Look, i need to go away. Be alone. Maybe when you all decide to fix your shit and at least appreciate the smallest things, I will come around. But let me catch up on myself real quick. Goodbye kellin" she said and opened the front door and began making her journey out in the world.
I grabbed a glass plate that was next to me and banged in towards the ground yelling. It shattered and I fell to my knees and felt tears roll down my cheeks. We won't be fixed and I guarantee that we will ever get together now.
I slowly picked myself from my feet and walked towards my bedroom. I pulled my phone out and texted the only person who might help, Gabe.
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3 years later... No contact, nothing. Not even with any member of the band.
Year: 2015 in January on the 3 or 4th
Kellin: 28 (bday is in April)
Hazel is 23 (bday was in January (2nd)
Gabe: 24 (bday is in October)
Justin: 26 (bday is in November)
Jack: 23 (bday is on January 25th)
Nick: 32 (bday is in December; passed)
|Hazel| ~December~
"Hurry up!" We. Have. A. Shoot." My boss yelled. I flinched knowing what he would do if I embarrass him. Yes I am a professional model here in California. I always think of Kellin. His begging face that night. I always wanted to go back but I can't. I will fuck things up. They were a happy band until I appeared in their lives. That one kiss. That one goddamn kiss.
I slowly rubbed lotion on my arms until I heard clicks. I tried to see my boss. "No no no!! Lotion makes you look too greasy and greasy is dirty!! This is suppose to be a natural shoot!!" He yelled and slapped me. My heard turned with the slap and I bowed my head. "I'm sorry I'll wash my arms" I said and a freaky smile appeared on his face. I frowned and he walked off. I walked to the sink and washed my arms. I saw others staring at me.
"What?" I asked. "Your his favorite play toy. Now that you done everything you could to be his favorite, he's going to use you" a girl said and shook my head and walked off. My boss saw me and smiled. I was wearing a see-through laced long sleeve that was black and a black bra under it along with a pair of black skinnies that had amazing and unique cuts in them that made it shine or cause more attraction. I lined in with the wall and began doing normal poses that my boss likes me doing.
After the shoot, I heard my boss speaking to some other people. "We got a call that you were going to sponsor us with one of your models?" Someone asked and I stood there overhearing their conversation. "Oh yes! With one of my models, Hazel. She's great with sponsoring people. She's wonderful and she puts a lot of work into whatever she does. Just come right over here and look through books for idea you'd like for the poses or backgrounds. Not so boring" he said trying to sound nice but he sounded like an asshole.
I couldn't see who they were and so I continued to hide near the corner of the wall so I can't be seen but to hear. I was about to walk away until I felt a sharp grip on my arm.
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