|Recap| - "Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" Kellin yelled as he drove, speeding. "Because!! You were in the middle of a meet and greet! I could never" "Either way! This is important! This is our child!!" He yelled. "Remember I am the mother!" I said and he continued to drive..
We ended up getting there only to face awful news.. - Vote! -
|Hazel| ~End of July~ 7 1/2 months~
I just stood there on the hospital bed staring at Kellin and he just rolled his eyes at me. I looked away right away and kept quiet.
"I really wish you told me sooner.." He said in a serious and harsh tone. "I did Kellin!!" I yelled. "NO YOU DIDNT TELL ME IT WAS TWINS! ONE OF THEM ARE GONE HAZEL!" He yelled scaring me. I stared at him like he just murdered someone. "I-I wasn't told I had twins and I wasn't told that one of them died.." I said quietly and then I laid back and kept quiet. I just stared at the ceiling feeling my whole body go numb. My feelings felt a whole lot different. I never wanted death more than this.
"Hazel.. I am sorry I'm being an ass-" I soon then was filled with anger. "No!.." I started breathing heavy. "Just don't say anything.." I said sternly and slowly got up. "I'm leaving.." I said and grabbed my clothes from the counter. "The doctors never gave you per-" I pushed past him while he tried keeping me in the room but I went into the bathroom to dress into my clothes. It was a tank top and some jogger likes pants and I had a wooled sweatshirt. I put them on and slipped my toms on, my feet were bigger than usual and they didn't hurt as bad.
(The image is Savannah Brown, poetry writing and she's amazing! I photoshopped the pic, she is not pregnant. That's just how the character will look like in this story because I look up to her a lot and she's pretty! Ok blah go on reading)
I opened the door to see Kellin crossed armed and a doctor at the doorway giving me this look. "You fucking bitch" I mumbled at Kellin and he smirked. "Your attitude is" he said. I rolled my eyes and looked away from him and sat down on the hospital bed. "Why can't I just leave?" I snapped at the doctor. "Well, you may whenever you feel like it. I don't want to have to keep you here feeling uncomfortable" he said and went to the counter. "May I check to see if she's okay?" He asked pointing at the stomach. I felt a little weird because the gooey shit is gross and kellin makes me feel weird due to his little anger fit he threw.
"Sure.." I sighed as I took my sweatshirt off and slowly laid back lifting my shirt up. The lights we shut off once he was situated and I felt something cold touch my stomach causing me to flex a little but he told me to stay calm. Kellin was no where in site because I was staring at the ultrasound screen. Since I'm a first time mother, I will have no idea what is happening. A heart beat was heard and I stared around the picture looking for my baby. This isn't the first time at an ultrasound. I have to go every month.
I felt a hand touch my hand and I turned to see Kellin smiling and staring at the screen. I looked down and back at him and his eyes caught mine and he smiled and we both looked back at the screen. "There is the head.." He said pointing at the head and I could see my almost fully developed baby girl. I smiled. The doctor took pictures of the baby while we watched. I was amazing from the last time I came here. She grew bigger.
"So... Would that be filled with another baby if there was another baby?" I asked, almost sounding like a little curious girl. He nodded and showed me a pic of a mothers twins ultrasound. I had this sickening feeling and frowned. Kellin sneezed my hand and I could feel his silence die out once he cleared his throat. "Well that should be it.." The doctor said awkwardly.
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After the ultrasound, I thanked the doctor for everything and edited the building with Kellin. "Are you still mad at me?" He asked. "Why would I be.. You are my lover and lovers can't ever be mad forever at their lover" I said smiling. He blushed and held my hand. "You are such a 7 year old" I said and he laughed. "What time is it?" I asked taking out my phone. "Watch out!" Kellin said forcefully pulling me back. A car passed by and gave us a glare. I just smiled and let it go. "Sorry..." I said giggling. "It's not funny. Imagine if you got hit?" He asked. "Kellin.. Stop. Let's just be happy we got our pictures!!" I nearly yelled in excitement. He smiled so big. "Thank my sperm cells" he smirked while getting into the car. "Oh shut up.." I laughed and sat next to him.
"You are beautiful" Kellin rolled his eyes. "There's Vic Fuentes" he mumbled. I laughed out loud and kellin said "I'm KIDDING. Don't tell him that" Kellin shook his head and we both laughed and played some music on the radio. He turned down the radio and cleared his throat. "Hey um.. I really want to apologize for earlier.. I didn't know. Well you didn't know and I just want to say I'm sorry" he said scratching the back of his neck. I turned to look at him after he continued to drive with two hands.
"Kellin, I forgive you. I am forgiving. I didn't even know I had this second child, and even if I did, he or she is in a much much better place." I sadly said with my voice getting lower and lower. Kellin held my hand while he drove. He never lets me drive. Ugh.
When we got home, I felt a buckle in my knees full of excitement. I couldn't be happier that Kellin is home, well for now. "I missed you so much.." I wined and leaned my head on Kellins shoulder once we settled down and was on the couch for movies. It was adorable. I love and enjoyed every second of it.
"I love you Kellin.." I said. He smiled and didn't reply. He might have fell asleep. I just sat there in the dark and sighed. At nights can suck but I remembered I was in Kellins arms. I was loved and safe.
