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And that's where it went downhill for me and my bandmates.
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|Hazel| ~March~
"I swear it's fine. We are just going to meet up for an important band meeting" Jesse told me. I've been staying with him because I'm too scared to step a foot in Kellins house because I humiliated myself. He probably hates me so much because I do. I've been a mess since then. Want to guess? It's been about two years since the incident. I am legally old enough to do crazy and stupid shit on my own. I've been drinking a lot with Jesse and his friends. The band hasn't really talked or reunited at all only to make music or touring. Touring was very awkward. I only toured with them for about a week and I couldn't do it any longer so I just stopped. Couldn't 2012 be any better? All because of my goddamn mistake. I ruined their friendship but hey, I was never Kellins to begin with.
"Let's go now" Jesse said and I felt a huge wave of anxiety stick to me. I can't do this. I haven't seen him in nearly a year. "Jesse I can't" I said and he frowned. "Please" and I followed him into the car and buckled my seatbelt and took a deep breath. Looking back at my mess, sleeping with sirens had gotten very huge, like literally. I stared out the window and thought of the worst things that could possibly go wrong.
I was too much into my deep thought to where I didn't even realize we were here. Once again and the studio the boys hangout at. They were all in Cali for the vacation. I got out and we walked into the building after Jesse locked his car doors. The front door to the dark brown building was unlocked so we walked inside and my eyes searched around hoping to already see the boys but nothing. It was just plain room and I realized that it wasn't the main room. It was almost like the front porch? We walked down the hallway and I spotted the boys but Kellins back was faced towards us and I would understand why. I'd do the same.
"HAZEL!!" Justin screamed and Kellin turned around shocked. I didn't think he knew I'd be here. "Justin!" I mocked and hugged him. "Hey! I missed you! You got skinnier from the last time I saw you" I immediately turned red. "Thanks.. Just things ya know?" I said and smiled. Kellin stared at me shocked. I looked away right away and hugged the others. The other bandmates greater Jesse besides Kellin. He couldn't seem to take his eyes off of me.
"Jesse.. I have something to tell you.." Kellin said shocking us both because he said a word. "And so did I" he said. I stepped out of Jesses way and sat down near Jack while Jesse and Kellin were next to each other. "I don't think you can be apart of this band anymore" Kellin said. "Wait what? That's not right! I should me the one t-" I was cut off my Jesse. "-About that yes. I was going to say the same thing. I can't be apart of it anymore. I have a family. I didn't know if you knew but I have a wife? Take your time to actually realize what's going on Kellin. Nice knowing you all guys. I'm sorry Hazel" he said and started walking out. I just stood there and couldn't move. "Oh what so are you going to go after yor husband? You have kids to take care of... Go on" Kellin said shooting eyes to me. "Bro chill" Justin said and giggled while the others took off out of the room. "You do realize Jesse was like the lead guitarist and one of the best" Jack also chipped in. "It's fine. You now take that lead if you want. I believe in you." He smiled at Jack and Jack smiled back.
"First of all, I am not even with Jesse. To clear up there two years.. After that incident, I have never kissed or slept with Jesse EVER. Secondly, if your firing people now, fire me. I'm the one who kissed him. Gabe has told me how you've been and I would like to apologize even though it's not enough. If it weren't for Jesse, I wouldn't be here right now. Any ideas? Any thoughts? Anything to say before I leave?" I said and Kellins eyes sparkled. "No" he said and I turned around and walked out of the building. Told you he doesn't care and nothing I say matters.
