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Maybe I should stop seeing her-what the fuck kellin?! I am not going to take after my father! I am not going to walk out on my family! I will not watch this baby grow without its father. I am not going to break hazels heart!! I will not do that! I am going to do something about this before it's too late.
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|Kellin| ~July~ |7months|
I followed Hazel to the car she was about to get into. "Hazel.. Please. Can I talk to you? Then I promise you won't have to hear from me again" I said. She hesitated before getting out and walking towards me and away from the car.
"Hazel.. Look, I know I promised the same promise that I'm going to make a long time ago and broke it.. But listen to me. I'm going to try a whole lot harder and I swear I mean this. We have a baby girl on the way. Our baby girl. I don't want anything bad to happen to the both of you and if I want that, I know I will have to make some big changes for the both of you to come first. After this tour, I have another tour but this tour.. I already had things planned. Every week, I'll stop by. I don't care if it costs a lot. I have the money for it. That's how much I care. I'll go home from band practice or not even go if that tops it. Hazel, I love you more than ever and you taught me how to love and trust someone again... But please.. Know that I love you. Please give me a second chance. Please stay forever with me because I do believe that our love is all that we both need and you can't deny it." I said making myself feel so proud of my strong words.
Hazel stared at me with a spark in her eye. She turned around quickly and whispered a few words to the taxi driver. Maybe my words weren't good enough for her. Maybe she's done with me. I stepped back and slowly turned around but my name was yelled by her. The taxi drove away, leaving Hazel standing there. I rushed towards her and grabbed her head slowly holding it in my chest and held her. "Don't break your promise and leave me the way you did with no communication" she said and I nodded. "Never again." And I slowly swayed with her.
"Kellin.. You know what I want?" She asked and I pulled away from her. "And that is, my dear?" I asked. "Can we go to an ice cream place.. I'm craving the basic cravings for a women when they are depressed or just craving shit" she said making me chuckle. She was right, my mom used to crave that all the time.
"I love you Kellin.. A lot" she said walking right by me as I held her bags and walked back into the house. I succeed in my work. She sat down at the table while I went off to get dressed, casual of course.
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It was early in the morning and Hazel was sleeping. I've been up since 1am and I've been running around to gather cute things for a surprise for Hazel. I leave in a couple of hours but I'm here shopping for Hazel. A few stores are open but it's awkwardly lonely and quiet in this 24 houred open mall. I am just getting Hazel a few nice thing, not sure what she's like so I literally dragged a 'GIRL' (a/n Shan Dawson ;)))) friend here just to help. She was tired until I got her used to it. I was tired but now I'm not.
"JENNA WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?" I said nearly yelling in the quiet store. She was laughing. It was a fucking dildo. "No I am not buying her that!" I said running away from Jenna. Yes nick helped me get her up. "Fine" Jenna started laughing and walked away. I walked out of the store and Victoria's Secret caught my eyes. I stood there and Jenna walked by my side smirking. "I know exactly what she might like" she said and pulled me into the store. I'm glad that the malls stores were actually open. After this, I knew exactly what I was going to get. I was going to get an engagement ring. I'll give it to her when I bring her to Orlando. It's sort of a huge and big day the day we go to Orlando I want like.... A good time. I want my family to see. My fans. My home.
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|Hazel| ~July~ |7months|
I just stood in the kitchen staring out at the window thinking kellin would come back. I am more happier than the last time. I am prepared for this and I don't hurt as much. "I will get your bath water ready" Jenna said and I nodded. I shall make us breakfast. It was easy and simple to make eggs and I wanted to please Jenna I guess? Sounds ridiculous but I am. We are having a girls night out. I invited Jenna. Jenna from Tonight Alive? Yes. She are legit close friends and she is here for a tour but she's off for a week. And Lynn from Pvris, it's funny how we are all connected. She also brought her girlfriend. I smiled at the thought of them two. I miss Kellin already but he is in a band. Haaaaaaah.
After we ate, I decided to go upstairs and see Jenna picking clothes for me and my bath was ready. She bought a bath bomb and it was dark blue which was beautiful in the tub. I smiled and started to undress and it felt like Twilight. Ya know when Bella's being bathed by Alice and then Rosalie shuts the door on Edward? It's like that but no one is watching and Jenna is just supporting me. Thanks Jen.
I got in and covered my top by laying down and just enjoying the relaxing feeling and Jenna set my things on the toilet which was shut obviously and turned on comforting music. I laid there and then a strong voice was playing. It was an acoustic song playing. It was Kellins voice.
Standing in a hallway
Walls explode with sounds of a fight, yeah
Searching for a reason
I don't know if I'll make it out alive, alive
I sat there and listened to more of it while some parts of the song skipped as I listened.
She said she'd leave a thousand times
I think tonight, I'd actually take flight
And as she packs her things
I see her look at me with tears in her eyes
She says, I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
'Til we make it there
Whoa
My eyes started to tear up. I knew exactly where this was coming from. I listened to his voice get stronger and stronger and more and more passionate which stunned me.
More into the song...
I'm staring at your pictures
Figure out where we went wrong
If you would be my guiding light
And even in our darkest times,
We find strength to carry on
So I'm not leaving
I'm not leaving 'til we're home
Whoa
I'm not leaving, I'm not leaving
I'm staying here
How he sang that, it made me have goosebumps. I smiled and cuddled into the water and listened to his beautiful voice and the very deep and touchy lyrics.
Kellin is the one. He's the one I want to marry..
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