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The bathroom door was open but the light was off. I had a gut feeling that I shouldn't go back there but I did. I walked into the dark hallway and turned the light on and saw everything I never wanted to see. Blood, flicking lights, flies, Kellin.
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|Hazel| ~May~ (a/n I'm making my own world tour dates so deal with it. AND when Kellin said he'd be on tour for only three months, as tour started, ptv extended the tour and it's not even Leg 2 yet)
I sat in bed just waking up. That night I saw kellin was pretty wonderful but we've became so distant. I never had the balls to tell him anything. I found out I am actually pregnant. My stomach is huge. Not "baby's due" big. Just big. Round.
Today he's coming. Him. He's coming home. He hasn't stopped by for anything. I couldn't go to the three shows here in California due to me being "sick" but I was actually with Oliver and Hana. They have a beautiful house here in the US. They live in the UK but they also own a house here as a vacation. Cute idea huh?
I decided to take a shower. My name is Hazel and I can keep dirty secrets.
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The door rang and I've never felt so emotionless in my life. I was literally shaking and shivering. The house is so dull and quiet and cold and Oliver has literally been a brother to me. I couldn't cope with myself so he HAS to be here for me. He prepared me for this moment and I can't even stand. I feel so exhausted and upset about everything. Kellin, not being aware he's a father for 5 months. I feel so fucking pathetic, oh wait, I am.
I opened the door but kept my sweatshirt on. I don't know how long with will work with my fat belly. Kellins face was looking to his feet and when I opened the door, his face lit up. He stared at me and shot in for a kiss. I smiled and this strong welcoming and loving feeling hit me. "I missed you so much" we both said at the same time making us laugh. Kellin was feeling up my hips and got to my thigh but I pushed him away. He stared at me.
"What's wrong?" He asked. I looked away. I slowly I unbuttoned my flannel that was a baggy sweatshirt. There was another knock at the door and I quickly opened it knowing who it was. It was Oliver of course. He was welcomed in by Kellin and kellin stood by me. Oliver knew what was happening and stood by Kellin.
My sweatshirt was fully done, I slowly took it off, exposing my shirtless self, BUT I was wearing a tank top. Kellins eyes got bigger than ever. He then made a face at Oliver and then punches were thrown. I stepped back and nearly fallen and I started screaming at Kellin. "WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU MAN!!" He screamed, tearing up. "Why would you!" Oli held Kellin in his grip. "Fucking hell mate! Get ahold of yourself and listen to your girl" Oli whispered in Kellins ear and kellin stared at me with sad eyes.
"It's yours Kellin.." I said. This hurt me every second. It shattered the inside of me knowing that Kellin didn't even know this whole time. Thinking it was someone else's baby. Oliver's.
"W-why-how.. How?" He said shocked with his chest beating fast. "Remember that one time? I had to leave to Texas for my dad.. And I didn't want to leave you all sad and lonely.. That explains this" I said. His eyes wondered my stomach and Oli side hugged me and walked out the door. "Call you later love" he said before walking out.
"Why didn't you tell me?" His begging eyes asked. "I thought you'd leave me" I said. "Hazel, I would never leave you just because I was man enough to make a living thing inside of you. I'm not that much of a hypocrite. I love you so much Hazel" he said and I smiled through tears.
