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How he sang that, it made me have goosebumps. I smiled and cuddled into the water and listened to his beautiful voice and the very deep and touchy lyrics.
Kellin is the one. He's the one I want to marry..
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|Hazel| ~End of July~ |7 1/2months|
Nearly 3 weeks has past, Kellin's been on tour and he visits or I stop by wherever she's going. Me and this baby have to travel together but of course, Jenna comes to see Nick. She's lovely and she's been staying with me to look over me.
"Hazel!" Jenna yelled at a Instagram pic I tagged her in. It was a very funny. I smiled and sat back. Today is the day I don't have to drive all the way to another state just to see my love. I get to actually just drive twenty minutes from here. Today is the last show of their madness tour. Kellin and the band agreed on having a leg 2 of their madness tour later next year. Their We Like It Quiet tour was about a month ago which lasted a month or so weeks? I had gotten to go to a show and it was a 11/10 experience!!
Today I get the come home with my Kellin. The one man who I truly love to death. "Ready Hazelllllll" Jenna smiled and hung over the counter. "Yes.. I've been waiting" I have Jenna a funny face and she laughed and grabbed the keys and waited for me to exit the house first and then she will lock the doors. We have gotten so close, thank you nick for introducing this kind women to me. I really love her purple hair.
After we got out and went to the car, we made sure I had my water with me, and Kellins pair of clothes her told me to pack? I guess he couldn't get to wash his clothes at a laundry mat during the last few days.
It felt like a two minute drive because i had so much different emotions running through my head causing me to think about all the negative and positive things. What if my baby doesn't survive? What if there is a birth defect? What if Kellin leaves me when I have the kid? What if- "Hazel.." Jenna stared at me concerned. "You look like you are drowning.. Are you okay?" She asked and I nodded hesitantly. "Oh sorry.. I am just nervous to have this baby" I admitted and she held my hand and waited for a few minutes.
Jenna had to drive around the front and park in the back so I'd see the whole line of fans. We got here early and many fans did too. I heard this was a sold out show so.. Yay for us! Jenna smiled and waved at some fans yelling our names and I did too. It melts my heart to see happy kids supporting their favorite band. I remember me supporting my favorite band, Blink-182. Yeaaaaahhhhhhhh boi!
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I made my way in the venue after nick met up with Jenna and I since Kellin had to run to do something at soundcheck. I was upset but I mean, I will see him soon. Jenna stayed really close because security were bringing in fans who had VIP. The meet and greet doesn't start until a half an hour. I let go of Jenna and she turned around towards me looking for me but I ran, fast walked, ran again but slowed down and ran into the back of the venue to the dressing room because I know this place and I've been here before. My eyes searched for Kellins. My boots with half and inch heals clicked with the floor. I heard Kellins laugh and I looked in the rooms. There was just different bands I walked I on and it was awkward but I got a few hi's. His voice grew loud and a room with a paper that read "Sleeping With Hotdogs", I immediately grew a smile and opened the door. There was a weight on the other side of the door so I pushed a little but instead, whoever was on the other side opened the door making me fly into them. I looked up and caught eyes with Justin. "Holy shit. You scared me!!" He laughed and I smiled and stood up straight.
My eyes met Kellins and he smiled and opened his hands. I smirked and walked to him and fell into his arms. "I missed you.." I said and he kissed my head. "I missed you more.." He replied with the happiest smile ever. I loved seeing him happy. I missed him so goddamn much. "Oh my gosh!!" He yelled. He touched my stomach. I jumped a little. This was actually the first time he knelt down to see my stomach. "Hey sweetie.." He mumbled at the stomach. "I can't wait for you to come out into the world.. Just a couple of months.. I will be holding you in my arms. I am so excited. I already have our family weeks planned. I really hope you grow big, and become my princess. Shoot id probably love you more than mommy" he said and I smacked his head. "Kellin!" I sassed and he laughed and kissed my stomach. "I love you..." He said causing everyone in the room to awe.
I smiled and stared down at Kellin stoking his hair and listened to him. When he placed his hands on my stomach, I felt my world spin. It was a wonderful feeling. He was going to be the greatest dad of all. I just know it.
I turned my head towards the boys and they smiled and turned back again and kellin was getting up. He kissed me and stepped back. "We have a meet and greet Haze" he mumbled looking obviously upset. I nodded and slowly pushed him forward. "Go and make them happy Kellin" I smiled and he let go of my hands. After everyone left the room, Jenna went to follow nick so no one was in here. I turned and made my way to sit down but as I was turning, my stomach and hip area hit the edge of the table causing me to yell out in pain.
I heard feet steps getting louder and louder.. Oh wells. It was just an incident. Hit my hit, no worries. "are you okay?" Jenna asked panicking. "Yes yes of course. Bumped my hip on the table" i smiled nervously. My forehead instantly got sweaty and she wasn't sure if she wanted to believe me so she frowned and turned around.
I just stood there and felt a sharp pain just for a moment and then it went normal. I looked down at my stomach and rubbed it. That was around the time I never bothered to check myself out. I never bothered to see if my stomach was okay. Now I am.
I stiffened and my throat tightened. I slowly rushed out of the room and followed my way into the meet and greet and saw Kellin meeting fans. I started getting pains once again and i got very sweaty because the pain was getting stronger and stronger. I stood where no one could see me. I didn't want to intrude the meet and greet because then I will get so much hate and it's very rude.
I waited for minutes.. I was swaying back and fourth while taking deep breaths. I had no signs of blood or anything but that doesn't stop me from worrying. I bumped my stomach hard and got pains that lasted for nearly 20 minutes. Weird? EXACLY.
"Kellin... " I said and held on to wall. I rested my head on the wall feeling all the pain I could be feeling right at the moment. "Kellin.." I said louder and my eyes tested up. This hurt and I became to panic. I could here a conversation..
"Hey guys what's up?" Kellin asked. "Hi.. But Kellin.. Isn't that your girlfriend? She looks like she's in pain.." A voice asked..
YES THANK YOU. I couldn't walk or I will feel pain. I'm going to have to anyways. I turned a bit and saw Kellins eyes on me. "Kellin" I gave out a sob and he looked scared. Right in the middle of his meet in greet oh no :(
Fans were looking at me and the security just told them to slowly move back. I felt so self conscious and I could see Kellin panicking. "What's wrong?!" He asked. "I bumped my stomach on the table hard.. To where I yelled out in pain.. About 20 minutes ago.." I said breathing heavy. "20 minutes ago?!" He yelled. "Let's go.. We need to get you to a hospital! Now!!" He said. He slowly picked me up bridal style and rushed out to the back and Gabe was right next to him helping us. Soon, our little crew all gathered and rushed around like no tomorrow.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" Kellin yelled as he drove, speeding. "Because!! You were in the middle of a meet and greet! I could never"
"Either way! This is important! This is our child!!" He yelled. "Remember I am the mother!" I said and he continued to drive..
We ended up getting there only to face awful news..
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