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"Stop your being weird Quinn" and we started laughing. I felt like I've known him for years and we got so close a long time ago. Hmm.
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|Hazel|
I took my jumper off and my shoes and felt more comfy even though I never feel comfortable with myself. I laid down and then needed to go bathroom. "Fuck" I whispered and got up but bumped Jack. "Ouch" my words smashed and Jack looked worried. "Oh I'm so sorry Hazel" he said and I smiled and shook my head to have him 'not worry' look.
After I got out of the bathroom and washed my hands, I climbed back into the bed I was sleeping on. This was a huge room. I frowned because the walls looked as if they were coming down. And that's when I wanted to break because my mind was falling apart slowly. I let tears slip. I want my family back. I didn't want to be this orphan all my life who was kicked out at the age of 17 all because of her father misunderstood and now she sleeps around with her idols. I'm such a bad person. I let tears slip and I don't know how anyone could have saw me but I found kellin getting into bed hugging me. "Shh Hazel everything will be okay... I get like this sometimes too ... Breakdowns are the worse but it makes your stronger" he said and I couldn't help but cry more because I am not a strong person. I'm weak as fuck and I don't believe here. I don't know what happened but I fell asleep while kellin was hugging me.
My eyes slowly opened and I saw the boys rushing around. I yawned and sat up and Jesse smiled at me along with Justin. "Oh hey goodmorning love" Jesse said walking toward the door. There was a knock and he opened the door and Kellin appeared with coffee in is hands and an apple. "Hey hun I didn't know what you wanted to I brought coffee and an apple?" He smiled and I thanked him and took them. He's so nice I swear.
He handed the boys there coffee and took a sip from his. I mocked their actions and sipped mine and it tasted wonderful!!
Nearly an hour goes by...
After eating my apple and drinking half of my coffee, I rushed to the bathroom and shut the door, locking it and then turning the sink on. I felt so shaky. I unexpectedly started throwing up and held my head over the toilet. I heard pounds on the door but I couldn't get up because I felt so weak and I didn't want to throw up again. I stood there and started crying because I don't want to be like this. I just want to look pretty without any harm but it takes a leg to be something.
"Hazel open up!!!" I clearly heard a yell. Soon again I started throwing up more right when the door opened. I was started and then they grabbed me. "Please stop" I said. I was put on the seat of the bathtub wall and my eyes met Kellins. "I didn't mean to. It was uncalled for" I said and he hugged me once again. What are with your hugs holy cow. "I know you didn't" he said rubbing my back.
"I need help" I said and kellin pulled away and stared at me. "Would you like being tubed?" He asked with his still shocked face on. I nodded nervously. "Well since today is a Wednesday, I can take you to the hospital and we can tell them your information and w-we can try and get you the help you need, okay?" He said and I smiled. "Thank you Kellin... When's the concert though" I asked and he looked at the clock. "In 10 more hours. Our managers and techs wanted to set it up early so we have free time but I would what to take you soon okay?" He said and my face dropped. "Like take me home?!" I started to tense up. "No no no... To the hospital unless you want-" I smashed my words, "No thank you" I said and turned my head and looked down. "Tell me what's going on" he said sitting by me. "I was kicked out because my stepsister was copying me.. Purposely. She may be younger than me but she is like one of my four walls that say shit to me that I let get to me.. So the walls remind me of her and my thoughts.. And all the rude people. My dad didn't want to believe or listen to me so he kicked me out and he was physically hurting me so I had no choice.. This is why I wish my mom was here. She would see how much of a dick he is! But she's-" I stopped myself. "Did she die?" He asked and I shrugged my shoulders. "She told me to wait in the car and that was the day she went missing" I said sighing and spacing off.
Kellins grabbed my hand. "I've never had any brothers but a nasty step sister and a step father and a mom who married the wrong family.. I was never allowed to see my family only his family. I was never the most accepted person so I got walked on by everyone. Don't pity me kellin ok" I said and he didn't know what to say. "Ok promise me you won't treat me different because I'm Kellin Quinn then." He said and I smiled at him. "Deal" and we shook hands.
After me and Kellins little argument on who buys clothes, I had to give up because he wouldn't let me buy my clothes and decided to buy me so many things. "But am I going to be living on the streets? See I don't need this much things then" I said and kellin chuckled. "really laughing at a homeless person?" I asked and he smiled. "Welcome to the tour life" he smirked and my mouth widened. "Oh my god" I barely spoke and he smiled widely and opened his arms and I crashed into him. Sadly we fell and he dropped all the bags we got at the mall. I was happy I was actually going to be touring.
"Welcome to the family" he said and I shook my head in disbelief. "Fuck you Quinn" I said smiling so big showing my teeth.
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