Saving Aera (KN Fanfic - Castillo Series #2)

EA 15 - Letting Go

Sorry for the super delay of this update. I've been busy.

Tears are still evident from Electra's eyes while boarding to her flight back from Dapitan. Nauna nang nakaalis sina Cas at Cassy at wala nang ibang laman ang isip niya kundi ang pagsuko sakanya ni Cas.

Napagod na siya... hindi na niya kayang mag-concentrate sakanya, nakahanap na si Cas ng priority - a priority that'll never bring him down.

She cried all night after their small talk by the beach, she haven't ate a single meal and haven't talked to anyone.

Kahit yung pamamaalam ni Cassy na maauna silang pabalik ay hindi niya sinagot, she's just laying on her hotel bed while crying her heart out.

Ngayon na andito na siya sa eroplano ay hindi siya mapakali sa hindi malamang dahilan. Absentmindedly, she grabbed her small notepad and started writing random thoughts. Sinulat niya ang nilalaman ng utak niya without even fully comprehending what she's writing.

She loses herself,

While he loses her.

They fall out of love,

Forgetting what they both have.

Tears are slowly falling from her swollen eyes, her mind is so full of unnecessary thoughts that aren't helpful at all. She's full of regrets but she knows that there's no undo button.. she can't turn back time. Its over. Finally over.

She looked at herself in the mirror, not so sure if she's already ready to face a lot of people after Cas' rejection. She looked at her own reflection. "Come back again, Electra." she whispered to her trapped eighteen-year old strong soul. Its like her twenty-two year old self is begging for her to come back and give her strength.

She took a deep breath before grabbing her darkest shade of her Mac lipstick and applied it on her lips. She smiled at bit before looking down at her fluffy pet. "Mama will be back at six, okay? I love you. Terrence will feed you, love." she whispered to her dog before heading out of the door.

Pagkarating at pagkarating niya sa opisina niya ay tambak na trabaho agad ang sumalubong saknaya which is not really a problem to her, hinanda na niya ang sarili niya sa tambak na paper works dahil sa biglaang biyahe niya papuntang Dapitan.