Septiplier One-Shots

i would never

So I was writing a oneshot and I didn't know how to end it even after working so hard on it and then I decided not to upload it. Sorry for the wait but I'm here with another oneshot.
TW: panic attacks/anxiety/etc
Please excuse my grammar mistakes I'm mentally unstable and sad rn
-J
(Just a reminder that there are two new books published on our account, 'college lovebound' by me and 'the little things' by Pey which includes piper)
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Jack was currently doing a signing at sxsw and this girl he just met just gave him a flower crown. She put one on her own head and signaled for Jack to put on his so she can snap a picture.

They laugh and hug and it was finally time to leave. The security guy was waiting for him at the door and he escorted him to the back. Jack was pretty hungry so he decided to go the lunch room and grab something to eat.

He enters but only to sight of Mark seated with a girl, holding hands and sharing kisses every second. Jack rushed towards him and questioned what he was doing, but Jack got no reply. He grabbed his shoulder and shook him but still nothing. It was like Jack wasn't even there.

He kept yelling at Mark with tears rolling down his cheeks and he slowly collapsed into the floor, his legs tugged into his chest. He felt his heart start beating faster and faster and he felt the room closing in on him. He felt lightheaded and he couldn't speak. He could barely breathe and he was shaking uncontrollably. The room suddenly went dark and he was left there with only him and a person seated infront of him. It was Mark.

Jack was still shaking and he felt like he was so close to fainting.

"You never mattered Sean, I never loved you" Mark spoke. Jack kept silent, continuing to sob in a ball. He couldn't believe this.

"JACK" He heard a voice from somewhere in the room but he couldn't make up where.

"You were just a waste of my time. You're nothing but a worthless loser" Mark continued.

"JACK" the voice came again from nowhere in particular. Jack continued sobbing, and the yelling of his name continued. Mark kept shouting offensive phrases at him.

"JACK! JACK!" he continued to hear that certain voice. He felt a certain shaking on his shoulders and someone grabbing his face. He opened his eyes and found himself in his bed, with Mark shaking him. Jack finally regained consciousness and realized the person infront of him was the person that was spewing out insults at him, and specifically the guy who cheated on him.

"Get away from me!" Jack yelled attempting to escape the man's grip. He continues on sobbing and continues his struggle while Mark tries to keep him under control.

"Jack, calm down! What happened?" Mark says in a worried tone trying to keep jack seated while his boyfriend on the other hand was trying to escape.

Jack suddenly stops fighting and closes his eyes. He feels his eyes getting heavier, his heartbeat out of control again, and his breathing all over the place. He felt this deep knot in his stomach up to his neck that he just couldn't get rid of. The room continued spinning and mark's arms around him were no longer felt.

"JACK? JACK TALK TO ME" Mark continued to shake his boyfriend that was slowly losing consciousness.

"The room is s-spinning. I c-can't breath-e" Jack managed to stutter out between tears "Mark.. Please. H-help"

Mark wrapped his arms around Jack's waist and sat him between his legs and hugged him tightly. He grabbed the sheets and covered the both of them while he rested his back on the headboard with Jack pressed on his chest.

"Shhhh... It's going to be okay. Tell me what happened when you're ready to" a couple of minutes passed and jacks heartbeat was almost back to normal but the crying hasn't stopped, but he sure did squeeze tighter into mark's side.

"I dreamt that, you were kissing th-this, g-girl. I tried to s-stop you but it was l-like I wasn't even th-there" Jack managed to stutter between cries "and then you started telling me I'm w-worthless, and that you, n-never loved me" he cried even harder. Mark tensed up and squeezed onto Jack tighter.

"I would never do that to you babydoll, why would you even think that was true? I love everything about you and I'm never gonna stop loving you. You're literally my whole world and my life would be worthless without you. You make me so happy and I couldn't ask for anyone better than you and I'm sure as all hell wasn't gonna cheat on you because the guilt would eat me alive. I love you more than anything and anyone babyboo and don't let a stupid dream prove otherwise" Mark grabs sean's face and kisses his forehead and then rests his forehead on jack's "I love you Sean"

Jack's tears continue rolling as he kisses Mark. He breaks the kiss and cuddles back into Mark, attempting to go back to sleep. Mark decides to sing Jack to sleep.

'You are my sunshine' Mark places a kiss to Jack's cheek.

'My only sunshine' he places another.

'You make me happy' and another.

'When skies are gray. You'll never know dear, how much I love you' and another.

'Please don't take' and another.

'My sunshine' another.

'Away' he places a kiss on his boyfriend's forehead as he hears his gentle snoring.