Chapter 83

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um so like people already don't like me so dont hate me more pls

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L U K E

"Luke, come here," Arzaylea whined.

I pulled away from the fridge I had been looking in and wobbled over to her.

"Let's take a picture," she giggled.

I nodded and handed her my phone and bent down beside her to get into the frame. Right before she snapped the picture she grabbed my chin and turned my head, slamming her lips on my. I heard the snap of the camera.

"Awe it's cute! Send it to me, babe," Arzaylea slurred.

I nodded and went onto my contacts  and sent it to Arzaylea.

Or I thought it was to her.

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D A I S Y

I groaned when I was, again, interrupted. But, this time it wasnt Lauren, it was my phone. I had a text. I curiously opened it when I saw it was from Luke.

Bad decision.

I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces, and like my whole world was falling apart.

Again.

It was a picture of him and Arzaylea.

I felt tears prick at my eyes and furiously wiped them away. I went out of the text and locked my phone.

My homework was forgotten, and I didn't care about it anymore, as I shoved papers into my folders and put my stuff away.

I curled up in a ball, feeling as vulnerable and hurt as I did when I found out about Jacob and Jaz. The pain in my heart was almost as strong as it had been that day.

What did I do?

Am I not pretty enough? Skinny enough? Did I mean nothing to him? Did we mean nothing to him?

I shut off the lights and buried myself under the covers, hugging and crying into my pillow.

I would never talk to him again.

And I'd never let any boy fool me into thinking they loved me again.

***

I woke up the next day with heavy and tired eyes from crying the night before. And about ten minutes after I  woke up, Lauren came in to tell me breakfast was ready.

I made myself more presentable then went downstairs, where I was welcomed by the smell of food and by an enthusiastic Harry.

"Good morning Daisy!" he chirped, then started eating his pancakes.

"Hey Harry," I mumbled.

I shuffled over to the table and took a seat across from him.

"Since you don't like eggs or bacon I made pancakes," Ashton's mum said, sliding a plate of pancakes across the table to me.

I muttered a small thanks.

Lauren sat beside me and started eating her food, while I sat emotionlessly and didn't eat.

"Are you okay, love?" Ashton's mum asked, sitting down beside Harry.

I shrugged, not wanting to talk about it.

"Can I stay here?"

Ashton's mum looked up, startled by my sudden question.

"Stay here? For how long?"

"Until the boys come back."

"That's six months. Are you sure –?" she began.

I nodded.

She glanced at Lauren, who shrugged in response.

"Do you have something against Ashton now?" Ashton's mun teased.

She was laughing, but one look at my serious face caused her to stop and nervously look around.

"Um, I'll see. . ." she trailed off.

Great.

I wasn't going back with Ashton. Not with Luke there.

Not with her there.

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oh shït I have a math test tomorrow

Get Weird tour started today and im so emo bc the girls aren't coming to america :( I need to see my babies

ugh someone spam little mix's insta with me telling them to come to america

^ jk.. maybe

(speaking of insta yall should follow mine 5sos.blurbss bc Im getting close to 2k ily)

next update will be like wednesday or thursday

stay positive. ily <3

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