So Not Into You

Don't you forget about me

ALEX POV

Jack didn't came to see me that day or the next, I can tell you how hard it's too wait in jail cell when you have nothing to do except stare at wall and think about the people you love, it's hard living like that but my only solace is that after I get out of this hell am gonna sweep her off her feet I will make her mine she has to live for me she is mine now and forever.
'You are delusional' my minds tell me but my heart is too stubborn to listen I daydream all day what am gonna say to her when I see her how am gonna hold her and wishper in her ears how much I love and adore haya how her choclate eyes make me crazy how her smile light up my dark world.

"You! get up you have a visitor", the gurads voice brought me out of my dream and I look at him, he looked amused that I was lost somewhere well what can you do when you are stuck in a cell for months.

"Well I would if you open this damn door", I said back at him with a poker face.
I like messing with him, he is not the cruel type actually over the period of 4 months and 4 days he kinda become my friend, he is a old guy his name is Rob and I like him cux he knows my story and protect me from the inner mafia of jail citizens.

"Don't be smart with me boy", he said grinning as he opened the door and stood aside.

"Is it jack?", I asked while getting out in the corridor.

"Yeah", he said as he led me through the maze of jail cell to the area where you can sit and meet with your lawyer or family.

I felt like someone pour a bucket of ice water I thought I was ready to listen what he has to say about haya fate but am not so sure now, ' plx let her be safe nd alive' I muttered under my breath to the gods if they exsist, I was never the one for religion but one of these days I find comfort in the idea that someone is listening to my prayers and watching over her.

Rob opened the door to the visiting area and here was jack standing with hands behind his back and looking happy but with a hint of sadness in his eyes.

"Alex", he hugged me and smile really big.

"She is okay?"

"Yeah she is, ask about the girl but not your best friend", he said pretending to be hurt.

"Am sorry but you know how.."

"Yeah yeah we all know how much you love her and worry about her", he said and smiled but I know him better then he thinks there is something he is hiding from me.

"Hows her condition?"

"She is fine actually better she woke up Alex"

I couldn't describe the emotions even if I could I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time she is okay my haya is okay she is back to the living world am gonna see her yes am gonna see her she must have wanted to see me or maybe she doesn't maybe she hates me as I realized that perhaps my father involvement to what happened to her has made her hate me she wasnt a fan of me anyway I made her life a living hell but jack next sentence cleared all my doubt.

"You were the first person she asked about when she woke up"

I teared up, my haya wanted me not her dad or mom but me.

"Have you talked to her?", I asked barely controlling my voice or jack would know how weak and vulnerable I am.

"Alex", jack said with a sadness in his voice.

"Tell me, what's wrong?" Please

"Alex before I could talk to her, her parents took her back to dubai she is gone for good daniyal said that she didn't wanted to leave, she wanted to talk to you when her parents told her you were in jail she wanted to come here but her parents didn't allowed her, am sorry Alex but it's better this way she never belonged here and you and her could never work she is a muslim girl and it's better for her to leave and start a new life a fresh start..."