So Not Into You

Chapter 11: Nearly dead but still trying to piss me off

Chapter quote:

" The sweetest smiles hold the darkest secret "

ALEX POV

After she left I feel my anger turn into remorse and I am surprised at myself because I have done shitty things in my life and I broke a lot of hearts played with lots of girls but never ever I feel bad or guilty, then what is about her that makes me go after her.

"Maybe you like her for real" my consciousness mocked me.

Me liking her that's never happening in a million years so there is only one reason that I want to go back for her and its that if she get lost and turned up dead then there is going to be a police investigation and since am the last person she was seen alive then am going to be in trouble so after I satisfied myself that am doing this in my best interest I sit in my car and turned back to look at that place which meant so much to my mom and dad and I remembered how happy she was the last time we were all here.

"Mom, I'll come back soon", I whispered but I knew deep down inside that she heard me.

After driving to almost down the hill I got really worried because I cant find her and its dark now and its raining and sky is covered with vicious storm clouds and the jungle on both sides of the roads are dark like something evil and dark has covered them and am really sacred for her but then I saw something which give me hope her scarf lying on the side of the road I have almost missed it but the white colour of the scarf stood out in the headlights of my car I stopped the car and I picked her scarf it was dirty now and I went into the mass of trees in  the hope that she took shelter there and I shouted her name but there was no reply as I passed a large tree my legs hit something soft and when I looked down there she was lying under the tree like she is sleeping I shake her but she didn't opened her eyes she was drenched from head to toe so I picked her up and carried her to my car and I carefully lied her on the back seat and I shake her for half an hour before she opened those chocolatey eyes of hers.

I am so relieved right now to see her alive. I don't know why but some how she is getting under my skin or the fact that she is mysterious or frankly speaking so different from other girls and right now she looks so innocent and fragile and I don't know why but it makes me wanna protect her. I am thanking God that she is alive which I rarely do I mean Thank God most of the time I curse God for making my father such a devil or for taking away my mom.

As she falters her eyes I said softly," I thought you were dead".

" I told you if I die am taking you with me", she said in a weak voice, Damn this girl she is making me laugh even in this state she is rolling her eyes on me and still trying to put up that strong girl facade and looking at me like DON'T MESS WITH ME OR ELSE YOU ILL REGRET kind of way.

"Look at you nearly dead but still trying to piss me off", I said chuckling trying to hold me laugh.

"Bi polar much! What happens to 'next time ill see you I will kill you', she said mimicking me.

For one second I thought I could actually like her but in the next moment she reminded me why I don't, this girl is way too annoying and not to mention she flares my temper so I narrowed my eyes at her and said,"Don't push me Haya I might do what I said earlier".

"Could you please get off me? and you have to decide if you want to kill me or not because your mood swings are making my brain cell dead", she said rolling her eyes at me again. she do that alot and its kinda look cute on her.

"Why girls would die to have me on top of them", I said pouting. Lots of girls tell me that I look yummy and cute when I pout and I wanted to see how she reacts to that and I know It was stupid but I am hoping she goes all dew on me but she crushed my hopes by opening her big annoying mouth.