The World Through My Eyes [My Poem Collection]

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,

I cut myself today, again,

And it was such a relief.

I feel so vulnerable lately,

Like one lonely leaf.

Dear Diary,

I saw her scars today, again,

And it was such deep grief.

I feel so guilty lately,

Like one lonely thief.

Dear Diary,

He laughed at me, again,

And I feel so insecure.

He must think I'm ugly,

I know it, I'm sure.

Dear Diary,

She was crying, again,

And I feel so impure.

She must think I'm a monster,

I know it, I'm sure.

Dear Diary,

I won't be here tomorrow, again,

And it's such a relief.

I know nobody will miss me,

I already lost my belief.

Dear Diary,

I thought she would die, again,

And I was shaking like a leaf.

I wish I had realized my mistakes,

But I had already lost my belief.

Dear Diary,

He held my hand, for the first time,

And I felt warm and secure.

He loves me and always had,

 I know, I'm sure.

Dear Diary,

I held her hand, for the first time,

And I felt warm and pure.

She loves me and always will,

I know, I'm sure.

Not everyone is what they seem to be.