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Confessions of Craziness

"Oh thank god," Forrest breathed, his hand ran through my hair and I felt his breath as he spoke. Ronan was on the other side of me watching Forrest's hand in my hair, his face slowly turning red.

"Excuse me boys," The nurse pushed past Forrest and looked down at me. "How are you feeling?" I thought about her question, how was I feeling? Confused, frightened, nervous, then I realized she was talking about physically.

"My head is aching," I finally got out.

"Is your vision blurry?" The nurse helped me to a sitting position and started shining a light in my eyes.

"No it's not," the light was blinding but I tried to keep my eyes open. I felt a reassuring hand on my lower back; I knew instinctively that it was Ronan's hand rubbing circles on my back.

"Good, it doesn't look like you have a concussion just a whopper of a headache. I can give you some Tylenol; just take it easy the rest of the day."

"Ok thank you," I tried to jump off the bed I was laying on but the boys both grabbed an arm and helped me down. My legs wobbled a bit when they hit the ground and I took a second to get my bearings. I was led slowly out of the room by the boys and then we stopped.

"How long was I out for?" I looked around and the hallway was empty.

"About fifteen minutes," Ronan said gruffly.

"Worst fifteen minutes of my life," Forrest mumbled, I don't think I was supposed to hear him but I caught it, Ronan seemed to grunt in agreement.

"Thanks for helping me," I blushed as both of them stared at me intently. "Well I guess I'll go wait in the parking lot for my sister to get out of class, they should be done soon."

"I'll wait with you," Forrest spoke up quickly.

"Me too," Ronan glanced at Forrest; the two stared at each other.

"Are you sure?" I didn't want them to be in each other's company if they hated it so much. But they both nodded and followed me out onto the steps of the school. I sat down and the boys sat on either side of me, it was a bit awkward at first, no one really knew what to say. Then I started thinking about the dream I had had when I was knocked on conscious. Was I going crazy, the dream seemed so life like but there was no possible way that it was real, was there? The woman Selene was so adamant, that I was meant to be with both Forrest and Ronan at the same time. But things like that just weren't done, what would people think? What would my family think? How would that even be possible, the two of them disliked each other?

"What's going on in that head of yours?" Ronan asked as he nudged my shoulder. Should I tell the boys about my dream, or about part of my dream? They would probably think there was something wrong with me.

"I had a strange dream while I was unconscious." There that wasn't a lie, or the whole truth.

"So, was it a bad dream or something?" Forrest asked. I shook my head no trying to find the words to explain.

"It's just that the dream was so real. I could have sworn it wasn't actually a dream. It's also not the first time I've had a dream like that, I know I sound crazy." I blushed when I realized that I was blabbering.

"You don't sound crazy," Ronan tried to assure me. "You can tell us about the dreams if you want." I looked between them and Forrest nodded in agreement. This was a rare moment where the two seemed to forget the quarrels they had with each other, I didn't really want it to end so I told them.