As of this moment, I realize how much of a bitch I truly am.
As I flutter through old memories, I realize I miss her.
I was mad at her.
It was unfair of me.
I just want to hug her and apologize for all of the stupid things I've done and go back.
Start over.
Hello.
My name is xxxx.
It's nice to meet you.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for the things I'm going to do to you.
And I hope you're still alive, I don't know anymore because I'm a heartless, stupid bitch who cares only about herself and for fuck's sake, if there is a god somewhere, kill me now.
Damn me straight to hell, where I can never return.
I'm sorry.
I'm truly, truly sorry.
I will never forgive myself for letting you go because you were the best thing in my life.
And I killed you.
[3/26/16]
