it feels different beyond anything i've ever experienced
and there are many types of sadness,
i've felt a lot.
the death of someone i love is extremely overwhelming, and i've felt it many times
the loss of someone i care for... a feeling i know all too well
but there is only one type of sadness
that burns in my chest and blinds me,
catches my breath in my throat and for seconds i can't breath
and then the tears come and they're the tears i can't stop
the ones that give me headaches for days after
and it's all caused by the thought of losing him
[05.22.17]
