going through old files and i found this so enjoy sad 2016 me lol
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i never wrote much about you, and i only put on thing here for you, and yet even now that we don't talk any more, don't live in each other's lives anymore, i want to write something for you
because you deserve it, you deserve an answer to thousands of questions you may have and i hate to assume things but pity me just this once
i never hated you, disliked you, ignored you purposely or ran away. you never scared me away. in fact i always wanted to help you, im just not good at those type of things. people say just talking to me can help them but i dont believe it.
im like a distraction and i like distractions and i wanted to be yours, once upon a time.
but it never happened. and i dont regret it.
