Hopelessly addicted to you (a Darren espanto fanfic!)

New me (chapter 59)

Anika's POV

It's been 8 months since I try to find my self. 8 months of suffering, searching, understanding, rebuilding my self. 8 months rin ako sa Brooklyn! Akalain mo yun! Nakaya ko mag isa! Pero noon pa Sanay na ako mag isa. Nung nasa France pa ako...  And I'm proud to say I found me. It was a cold December night when I left him. And now August na. It's august 21.. 3 days before my birthday. And now I'm inline for flight 3*** for Philippines. Yes, uuwi na ako. Nakaka miss. "Miss, it's your turn.." The guy infront of me said. I showed him my passport and ticket.

After the process I proceed to meet the plane that's gonna take me home. And I change. Physically. I got shorter hair that's wavey. Like my hair is now at my neck.. I change my fashion style too. Living in a world where most of the celebs, is a must follow trend. I'm wearing a white long sleeves- which I fold to my elbow crop top.. and a necklace with a black high waist. And a pale pink 1 inch heels. My make up is simple. Red blush on light eye shadow and pale pink lipstick and ofcourse foundation. And the amazing part is....

Its a surprise!! Yes, my family or Darren's family or my friends.. They don't know I'm going home. All they know is that I'm going to work. My work is a shop organizer. Like I organize their shop and give advice on how to match it with accessories. I wouldn't be the best  back to back model in Europe for nothing! And the funny part is they kept on insisting  to join there "Victoria's Secret angels" and I'm like "are you freaking kidding me?" But since I gave up on modeling cause I remember horrible memories with it. But there was happy memories also. But mostly horrible. I decline.

I met new people. "Jasha,Veronica,James,fritzzy,Derrick,Natasha,Erick and many more!" Veronica stones and Natasha green are my co workers. James Sullivan is my suitor. Derrick Mcney help me find my way home when I came home from a party. Drunk. Lastly fritzzy harp ,jasha park and Erick Stevenson are my closest friends. Whenever I'm down and I don't want to contact my friends or family. Their always there for me. Erick, who reminds me of gabby. Yes, erick's gay and her girl name is "eri-cake!". Jasha and Veronica my apartment neighbors and they never fails to flip my stomach because of their jokes. James, who always gives me fresh flowers every Saturday. Kung Wala lang may nag mamay-ari sa puso ko Malamang binigay ko na Kay James. Pero hindi ko kayang palitan yung "Canadian citizen pero pure Filipino na parang Korean?" Yan eh.. Malakas ang tama sakin. Si Derrick, I only met him because of Veronica.. Nag held ng party si Veronica kaya medyo nalasing ako. Good thing si Derrick alam ang apartment ko at kina usap niya si jasha na dun lang muna ako mag stay. Si jasha and Derrick mag on na pala sila. Mag papakasal na nga eh. Kasi na buntis si jasha. And they will name their baby after me kasi daw ako ang rason kong bakit sila nag tagpo. Kaya binansagan ako na "destiny maker.."

Let's talk about my relationship with my family. Okay naman kami. Nag uusap, Skype, FaceTime, Facebook.. Okay kami.. Miss ko na sila specially si honey. Miss ko na ang neney ko. Si Darren. Okay kami. Nag uusap minsan. pinaka longest namin na pag uusap nong birthday niya na halos di na Siya natulog kaka kuwento. Status namin ni ren. Hmmm friends? Di ko alam. Kasi when I left hindi naman niya inopen yung topic about samin so di ko alam.

"Good afternoon Passengers. in just a while the plane will take off.. For now let's assure that our sit belts are fasten correctly." Sabi nung flight attendant.kaya nag demonstrate Siya. Alam ko nayan eh. Sanay nakaya ako sa eroplano. After ng mga procedures nag thank you Siya and again nag continue mag usap ang iba...

Ano kaya ang itsura nila kong makita na nila ako? Nakaka excite! And nervous at the same time. Baka kasi di nila magustuhan.. Nag bago na nga diba ako? Pero ugali ko parehas parin. Yung Anika hindi si Christina. Wala na si Christina di ko na Siya kailangan para ipag tangol ako. Marami akong Nasaktan nung ako pa si Christina. Pero pinag sisihan ko na yun.