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Suprise!

I can't believe it. I just can't. This cannot be happening... this can't be the last night i spend in this bedroom in this island, in this country, in this continent. Why just why...

Well I know the reason very well for months now, but now it's knocking on my door. My dad found a really well paid job in a small town on the United States called Buies Cleek, I don't how he did it but it has to be a very important job to move our three member family in the other side of the world, although I don't know what it is.

Everything I know is that I had to say goodbye to all my friends and my boyfriend today at school and it was awful. It's hard to say goodbye on everything you know and is familiar to you, teacher students close friends, but my Greek god Nicholas was the hardest goodbye, i just couldn't see him like that, with a <<don't go>> sad look on his eyes all the time. On our last hug i could feel tears wetting the back of my neck.

Tears come to my eyes again in the thought of Nicholas and my loyal friends and the amazing summer we were planning to spend together as High School students, but we were asking too much apparently. Tears are burning on my cheeks as i think Maria and Danae my two best friends and our crazy moments, my childhood friend John and his weirdness, Nick and Nicholas the crazy duo and more and more of classmates, friends and faces i know and I will forget eventually. Nicholas, my sweet kind sexy Nicholas, we have been together for 2 years and a half. He is 2 years older and my first love, I absolutely adore him, he had been my teacher in everything, loving, caring, drawing, video games, comics, maths, love making.....on everything I ever wanted to do he was there to support and help.

Suddenly i hear a knock on the door and i try to dry my tears on my way to pen it! All my closest friends and Nicholas are here holding a birthday cake and presents screaming<< SUPRISE! >> My birthday is on February 1st, so I'm making a weird face trying to think what is all that about, but when I take a closer look the cake doesn't say happy birthday but we will miss you. Tears of joy wet my eyes and I run into Maria's and Danae's open arms giving them a tight hug. In a few seconds our 5 people squad was doing a team hug. By the time I heard a silent cry i didn't recognize i was pulsed to find myself in Nicholas's strong arms. I leaned my head backwards to see him in all of his glory.

Tall, at least 1,90m with dark brown hair and baby blue eyes, big lips, kind smile, strong jaw line, tight back, strong feet, he was more than attractive, he was irresistible without question and he was mine for a few more hours. Well we were a team of attractive teenagers all of us, if I may. Nick tall and thin, blonde hair, green eyes, cute face, Maria tall as well thin, blonde hair brown eyes and a smart face. I was the short one, more athletic tight curvy body, brown hair, dark chocolate eyes with a cute face just like Nick's. But the real beauty was Danae, tall blonde hair, blue eyes thin with a model's face and body was the hottest of all of us. So in our small island we had won the fame of the hot five.

I'm heading towards the living room, all of them had made themselves comfortable when my dad came in. He didn't seem very surprised, he just came to check if we needed anything so that means Maria had warned him and my mom for their visit. She comes downstairs to be in our services but we decide to let them take a rest, we can help ourselves anyway, my house is theirs for 4 years now, it's very common to have them around for sleep over, movie night or dinner.

For a few hours I was having the time of my life, we were laughing on our old embarrassing stories, we were eating, joking poking on each other and even dancing when my parents went to sleep. Nicholas didn't take his hands off my waist and back the entire night, but we couldn't stay forever there having a good time while a new home in the other side of the Earth is waiting for me, so they left around 2 am, both happy and sad, just like me.

By the time all of them had went out Nicholas closed the door loudly behind them and leaned against it. He pulled me closer, placing me between his legs to give me a deep kiss, couldn't help a moan coming out of my lips when he was kissing my neck giving me the chills while he was opening the door. I could feel my insides burning and my feet turning into mush put my tongue in his mouth full of desire and passion. He leaned more while wrapping my legs around his waist and giving me a kiss again. I can't think anything but him, I'm completely lost in the make out session that's happening on here, I didn't even think about my parents walking in. Our bodies are desperately trying to explore every single corner they already know, remember as many as possible.

He places me down, we are sweating and we have a hard time catching our breaths. He kisses me on more time on the nose and says << don't cry again Shorty and whenever you are back let me know, in any way, any time, even in thirty years want to see you again>>.Then he left with his huge body heavy under his feelings and his eyes full of unpleased lust and love. My body already misses him, it wants him.

Since i had only three hours until our flight i just laid on my bed opening my presents. When i opened all of them I realized that every single one of my friends had made an album with pictures and photos and stories of our moments with some facts about them so i won't forget them. I am having a hard time not to cry again but I promised to Nicholas. I'm passing through school trips, summer holidays, aster holidays basically every single moment is written or captured in those precious little handmade books.

I put them in my back bag gently and start starring at the sky, thinking about my new life.

~Drak~