My Internetainer

For one Night.

-That's it. It can't be.

I read the paper from the university one more time. I didn't read wrong. I got the scholarship for all my years there. I did no mistakes; I'm a student on Princeton! I jump around on the kitchen. A dream will come true, it will be awesome. Suddenly my heart sinks in my chest. I look over, at Rhett's house. My lovely boyfriend...My mum and dad are hugging me and kissing me but I barely respond. I walk out and towards his door like I'm hypnotized. I knock on the door.

-Did you have any news?

That's Rhett's first question. I look at him and nod yes.

-I'm officially a Princeton student baby.

He wraps his long arms around me and gets me off the ground.

-That's amazing sweetie.

-I leave in two days Rhett.

-What?

-Two days? Only 48 hours? Baby I...

-I know. I can fix this I promise. Come on my house at nine p.m okay?

He nods and steps back. I blew him a kiss and run back inside.

I managed to convince my mum and dad to stay at their friend's house for one night. Once they left I closed every window and curtain. I lighted candles and placed them all over the place making it as romantic as possible. I take a bubble bath and dry my hair. I let the door open so Rhett can get in without me opening and tie my own hands behind my back and blindfold myself. I'm sitting on the soft carpet in the living room and wait.

Suddenly I hear a knock.

-Come in Rhett.

I hear his steps.

-What? What are you doing there?

He gulps. I can almost see his expression, half excited half confused.

-You always complaint how I'm not opening myself enough, that you feel I'm distant, that I don't say I love or forever and all that stuff enough. You were right. I was afraid to actually give myself to you, but a few weeks ago I got through that. I said forever and that means a lot to me. Tonight I'm giving myself to you and that's the only way I can prove my words. You can do whatever you want with me or to me. Say anything.

I hear his steps getting closer. His thumb is stroking my cheek.

-Do you really man that?

-Yes.

He presses his lips on mine and I give the kiss back. He pulls me up. I step on my tip toes assuming he is in front of me but he isn't. I feel his finger tips all over me.

-Have I ever told you what amazing body you have? Curves on all the right places, little beauty marks.

He kisses my lower back.

-I bet I know your body so well. Every little detail. It turns me on so damn much.

Now I feel soft lips all over me, leaving wet trails from my feet to my neck and back down. I tremble from anticipation. I want him. A need is taking over my whole existence. His voice is uncontrollably low and sexy.

-It must be the same for you as well. I have seen you drawing me while I'm sleeping. You want as much as I want you.

He pulls me into his loving arms. His big palms are stroking me gently. So gently and erotically that is too much to take.

-Rhett...

I whisper. He says nothing. He is nibbling my neck hard as we walk to the couch. I assume. Is it on my heels on the soft surface turning my head around in case he is near me.

-The best thing is when you suck me off. You make me lose myself. Like it's not me, like I'm something more. Ironic. An atheist brought me closer to God.

He chuckles. I hear clothes hitting the floor and I lick my lips. I miss his taste, the weight on my tongue. I sense him moving closer.

-It's not just the feeling is the will as well, the fact that you like pleasuring me as much as I like pleasuring you. I don't know much about relationships but....that must be love right? Enjoying the other one's pleasure.

I nod. He is right next to me now.

-Please make me feel good one more time.

I turn to the direction of his voice and part my lips, sticking my tongue out. I immediately feel a familiar weight and moan from satisfaction. The thin fabric is soft against my eyes. I start taking long straps up and down his arousal, covering it in saliva. His breath is fast. His hands are holding my hair away from my face. He isn't moving towards me, he lets me do whatever I want. Eventually I take half of his length in my mouth. The weight feels so good and he tastes as good as always. Move my tongue up and down the bottom and press the tip of my tongue in his whole. He groans loudly, a "fuck" escapes his lips.

-You look so good right now.

I know I am. I can feel it in his touches and his quick breaths, on the salty taste of precum in my tongue. I'm bobbing faster now. After all these months I have managed to take him all way down without choking. It's not easy, he is 8.1 inches long. His hips are rocking now. The slow, erotic thing that was going on a few seconds before it's gone.

-I'm close

Then i feel liquid being poured in the back of my throat. I swallow gratefully. This only made me to want him more.

-Rhett

I whisper again, as he is mumbling swearwords somewhere next to me. I find myself lying on my back.

-you are so hot right now...

He face is between my thighs, his finger tips run my inner thigh up and down.

This kept going for hours, giving and taking pleasure, our bodies getting one in ways we never thought possible. It was the best thing that ever happened to me and I couldn't even move my hands or see. I could only feel my body shaking. Orgasm after orgasm. I don't know when he took the blindfold off, kissing me softly, untying me and falling asleep next to me. At least five condoms were on the floor but I was too tired to care. I let my body relax and fall into a deep sleep as well.

We spend the following day together, going for walks, swimming trying to make time pass slower but it was impossible. Me and my parents would go early the next morning. I can't believe these are our last hours. They were the best, no talking just us. Our hands,bodies,mouths eyes, trying to suck everything the other one did. This day will live in my memory forever, the mud between my toes, his long fingers around mine, his body always pressed on mine. We were walking for hours, taking small stops to make out like crazy. It was midnight when we finally decided to go home.

-Please tell me we're sleeping together.

I nod. He follows me into the house. My parents are sleeping, the lights are out. We walk on our tip toes all the way to my bedroom and close the door behind us. There are some clothes on my bed.

-I asked Cole to place them there. These are for you.

He hands me a whole outfit. Boxers,jeans,a t-shirt and a hoodie. I hug him tight. I want to cry.

-Then you can have these.

I take off my clothes and hand him my underwear. I search for my favorite black hoodie,the white t-shirt I sleep in and my shorts.

-Don't forget me. Please. And if you ever want to throw them, just give them to my mum.

-I would never do that baby.

I help him to undress himself and drag him into the bed with me. I lay on top of him and smile.

-I should be up in a few hours but....

I lean over and whisper softly.

-Please make love to me.

And he did. Until the sun was up in the sky.