Chapter 12:...
JASMINE’S POV
March 10, 2013 (Saturday)
MIA-missing in action
Yan si deinz lately
I know – I know I am NO ONE to ask an attention from him.
Pero naiisip ko. HINDI naman SILA.
So that make ME and HER just the same
Deinz made me feel that I am someone that is worth the TIME.
w/c is hindi nabigay sa akin ng EX ko.
IBA si Deinz sa mga lalakeng nakasama ko before.
Perfect gentleman
Sweet w/o Malice
And a Very KIND Heart, Broken nga lang
I was with HIM throughout the process.
Kaya nga sa akin nag live out ang sinabi nila katsumi dati
“wag ka masiado mag alaga ng taong NASAKTAN kasi sa huli baka ikaw ang MASAKTAN niya” and I admit.
Seeing them together it pains me.
Pero sabi nga ni Anne sa akin last week
>>flashback
“Girl prepare for the sudden BIG change NOW she is BACK, prepare you TIME, prepare yourself lalo na (sabay turo sa dibdib ko) yan, I handa mo yan” sabi ni Anne sa akin
“OH! Hayan ka nanaman Look Deinz and I are JUST FRIENDS, ONLY friend” sabi ko
“WOW ha wala ng MAS bibitter pa sa JUST FRIENDS mo, look your my Best Friend I know how Dee could be so sweet and all kaya you can’t deny it ok, NOT to me” sabi ni with frustration sa boses niya
Yumuko na lang ako
dahil OO
tama sila
Nasasaktan ako
NAGSESELOS AKO!!
dahil MAHAL ko si DEINZ
End of Flashback<<
Andito ako ngayon sa bahay and alam ko day off ni Dee sa work
Actually namemorize ko n ang routine ni Dee
Siempre most of the time kami naman ang magkasama kasi nga we are FRIENDS
So I tried texting him first
To: BHE <3
Nasa apt kb naun??
I waited for some time pero still no reply
“baka tulog pa” sabi ko sa sarili ko
But I checked the clock its 2pm that means he is already awake
So I tried texting him again
To: BHE <3
Late lunch tayo tara! O punta na lang ako jan?
10mins
20mins
30mins
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