"Longing, missing, wanting..."
DEINZ'S POV
June 12, 2013(wednesday)
I didnt think twice. I miss her so much so I go by instinct. I saw her door open ,again, anyone could've break in. I really need to give a mental note to remind her about her bad habit about leaving doors open.
I want to feel secure that's what am longing for. Nakita ko siya na sobrang busy sa kung ano man ang ginagawa niya ngayon focus and concentrated that will definitely describe her. I know thatvshe doenst want destruction specially when she is baking. But excuse me coz I just cant keep my hands of her.
I pull her to a tight hug and sniff her scent. Honey that rings a bell when I smelled her. Napaharap siya sa akin at mukhang gulat na gulat. May hawaknpa siyang knife 'wrong timing' nabulong ko sa sarili ko.
"Oh my god dee, hindi mo alam ang pwede kong nagawa sayo, bigla mo akong ginugulat" well thats a good sign atleast she wasnt expecting anyone else to hug her. Or else I go ballistic and no one wants to see that.
"Relax, I just missed you. Hindi ko na nagawang kumatok" binitawan niya ang anu mang hawak niya tsaka ako hinarap ulit. "I missed you too" ramdam ko ang lungkot sa boses niya.
Well I couldnt blame her I've been too busy lately. And her arguing with me about it is the last thing that I need so she doenst give me that. " kumain ka na ba? Gusto mo ba pagluto kita?" I can feel all her concern.
Umiling naman ako. "Eh anong gusto mong gawin?" All I need is her to be with me yun lang ang gusto ko. Pero ang cheesy pakinggan kaya simple lang sinabi ko "ikaw, kahit ano gusto mo"
She turn back to the counter top and rest her back to my chest. Ramdam ko ang malalim nabpaghinga niya. "Basta andito ka ok na ako" and there she never fails to make me feel happy.
I kisser her left temple. "Ako din" sabi ko naman sa kanya.
She look at me and she gaze at my lips that made me gaze at hers as well. Dahan dahan ako lumapit para halikan siya. I gave he a sweet and quick kiss that she smiled in between and sighed at the same time.
She put her gaze back yo her putting an icing to the cupcakes. I can totally smell the aroma of lemon. She have me a cupcake and I ate the icing. Ok na sana eh pero parang may kulang" sabi ko the she smile and kissed the remainder of the icing on my lips.
"Hmm. Sarap yun lang pala ang kulang" she giggled and went back and finished putting the icing.
I watch her finish all the orders. I offered help but she refused so pinanuod ko na lang siya habang tinatapos lahat ng order.
I helped her clean up. And so when we are done on all the cleaning she decided to have a quick shower at ako naman tahimik na naghihintay at nanunuod ng tv sa kwarto niya.
She went out of the shower with nothing but a towel on her body and on her hair. Naramdaman mo ang pagtaas ng balahibo ko sa batok. I tried to remove my eyes on her at ifocus na lang sa tv. 'Man this is so hard' bulong ko sa sarili ko. And when you think its hard she makes it harder for me to control.
Naupo siya sa gilid ng kama at nagsimulang punasahan ang basa niyang buhok. I gulp my saliva as if may malaking bato ako na dapat lunukin. 'My freaking weakness' her neck na para bang tinatawag ako para lapitan siya.
"Dee ok ka lang ba? Ikaw ba hindi mag hihilamos?" She ask kaya nawala ang pagkatitig ko sa kanya. "Ah kaliligo ko lang naman and beside mabango pa ako no amuyin mo man kilikili ko" paglalapit ko ng kili kili ko sa kanya.
