"sometimes people have the power to change something but they tend not to for there is always a domino effect"
JULY 17,2013 (wednesday)
DEINZ
Its has been roughly 3 days since the scenario in the mall and it still feel so surreal.
Totoo nga ata ang sinasabi nila na 'wag mo na hanapin pag nawawala kasi madalas kung kailan mo hinahanap tsaka pa mahirap makita'
Si sheena - I waited for her to come back for too long that within the process marami akong nasaktan. Others may say a player like me never fell inlove, but I did and kaileen knows the story.
Having kaileen as a close friend before She tend to ask me "hindi ka ba makontento sa isa kaya kailangan dalawa?" I sighed with the though. Yan na kasi ang naging reputasyon ko mula pa nung high school the life after sheena.
So kaileen knows our story.
**flashback**
Si Sheena De Ocampo - she first caught my eye when she was in first year ako naman nasa 2nd year High school. I was so irritated by her smiling face that time for I just lost presidency of our club over the guy a loathed the most si Eros. So seeing this girl with her perfectly white teeth grinning at me made me frustrated.
We we're at an assembly kung saan lahat ng elected officers will have a meeting. It is the Leadership Training Seminar where we will be molded are leaders within our chosen club and so we were in a group.
"Ok ka lang ba kuya?" She ask me but no response, pero sadyang makulit ata tong batang to. So she pinch my side this time I look at her "Ano bang problema mo ha?"
I suddenly blurted out. I saw fear in her eyes and I was sorry. Yumuko na lang siya and she was sulet throughout the meeting. It was ny fault and I felt guilty for it kaya naman I ran after her. To my surprise she was smiling again.
"ok lang ako kuya, sorry ang kulit ko din ha, pasensya ka na" she was about to walk away so I pulled her napatingin tuloy siya sa kamay ko na hawak ang kamay niya "well" i was speechless for awhile and naging conscious kaya naman binitawan ko din ang kamay niya
"sorry about kanina I didnt mean to be rude am just having a bad day" she just smiled back
"Ok lang yun, cge kuya una na ako" and that was our last convo for that year.
Then a year passed by and I was on my Junior year and she was a sophomore. News were out na madami ang nagkakagusto talaga kay Sheena, well no doubt with that. she is a nice and sweet girl at sobrang maeffort siya the last time I heard is she was fond of writing love letter for her boyfriend. But i guess there is something about her na nagiging reason pa rin ng break up nila.
That same year I was busy reading some textbook sa library ng biglang may umupo sa tabi ko. I was in the middle of the shelves so I didnt expect company, and then there she was with her perfect smile again. "hi kumusta?" She wisphered. I just smiled at her. Then the bell rang. Tinulungan ko siya patayo but then before she went out she gave me a piece of paper saying 'text mo ako ha, 0915******' nagulat naman ako did she just actually gave me her number?
And so texting went on everyday after class and conversation became deeper, we exchange friendster accounts that time.
Then one night she called me up, and our conversation suddenly went to an awkward question "dee have you tried kissing a girl before?" Honestly nagulat ako sa tanong niya because it was very straight forward, but i still answered "oo naman" then she had a follow up question "would you say that you're a good kisser?" Out of curiosity on how the convo will go i bravely said "oo naman , bakit mo ba natanong?" I heard she sighed so deep it was loud for me to hear "can you teach me? Please? Can you be my tutor?" Natahimik ako sa tanong niya and when I was about to respond my battery was drained.
