"PAST are lessons Learn from it"
July 14,2013
DEINZ
Suddenly I was frozen to my feet, na para bang tinubuan na ako ng ugat at di ako makagalaw at di ako makapaniwala sa nangyare.
I can't believe whom I seeing with my eyes right now. I was stucked. 'Ang tagal kita hinanap' was the first thing that came into my mind. 'Hinintay kita' That was second thought pero I stopped myself and I was speechless
"Multo?" She laughingly said, she touched my face at para bang automatic na napahawak din akk sa kamay niya and from there I felt she was real.
Out of instict - I hugged her so tight na pakiramdam ko nahihirapan na siya huminga.
"I missed you too dee" that was all she uttered and hugged me back. I am really surprised, It has been years since we last saw each other. and it was not a good last conversation and I'd rather forget about it and just bury it with the past.
"Kumusta kana? Saan ka na nakastay ngayon? si tita kumusta na?" Marami ako tanong da isip na gusto ko masagot pero may bigla ako naalala. I suddenly remembered I was with someone.
"Let's have some coffee" aya niya sa akin. But then I looked for kaileen only to be surprised na wala na siya sa tabi ko.
"Dee? Are you with someone?" Pansin ata niya na may hinahanap ako, tapos bigla ko naaninag si kaileen tumatakbo palayo
"Wait here ok? Wait here" so I sprint my wat to her para mahabol siya.
I tried to get a hold of her and she keeps pushing me away.
Pinaharap ko siya sa akin, only to see tears in her eyes.
I tried to dry them, she touched the hand na pinampunas ko ng luha niya. "you are free to be with her, ang tagal mo siya hinintay di ba? Hindi ko siya nakilala agad,but now I know who she is."
She is trying to contain her feeling, alam ko she hates to show her feeling in public kaya naman nagulat ako sa pag iyak niya.
Niyakap ko siya at pinaupo sa labas ng isang kainan. " ano ba ang nasa isip mo kai? Bakit bigla ka tumakbo palayo? Sorry that kiss was uncalled for nagulat din ako di ko alam na andito siya, kaya sana wag ka magalit" she just gave me a bitter laugh
"Dee wala ako karapatan magalit, you are single for all I care, and siya. She was your first love that you have been waiting for all this time" sasagot pa sana ako ng dumating siya sa harapan namin.
"am sorry but am I interrupting something?" She politely ask then suddenly saw kaileen na nagpupunas ng luha
"Oh dear am sorry is she your boyfriend? Am sorry I didnt mean to be in between you, I just missed him thats all, Sorry talaga" tumabi siya kay kaileen while trying to explain her side, pero umiiling lang si kaileen.
"you dont need to explain, am just his friend" sabi ni kaileen, but unsure about the answer of kaileen. She extended her hand " Is that so? In that case I hope you don't mind , I am Sheena, Deinz's Ex girlfriend"
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05/28/16
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Its the birthday of the person that inspired me on writing this although I know you won't be able to read this no matter how many time you ask me what was the title of the book I was working On but atleast I hope someday you will.
If there are still someone reading this, thank you thank you so much.
