Poems of Mine

Ellianna

I'm staring at the last picture

I have of you

From six years ago

Damn

If only you knew

How much

I didn't want to leave you

Especially not with them

In a time when he would be so angry

And she so sad

You were so young

Too young

To understand that I was leaving

You probably don't even remember me

But I remember you

You were so small

So freaking adorable

Your laugh was like little bells tinkling

And your orange curls so beautiful

So different

And your eyes

Still glittered

With that childish innocence

I hope you still have that

Hope it hasn't been tainted

At least, not yet

I am so sorry

That I couldn't save you from them

Couldn't whisk you away to something better

Where you'd stay young and pure forever

I

Am

So

Sorry

That I had to leave you

My precious Ellianna