It's Complicated

Chapter 14

*Side note: yay! The last face reveal of Tyler's friends, Alex who is Reece King. He's soooo hot omgomg!!!! His ig is @reeceking_ so check him out :) And I always thought, why are the characters on wattpad unrealisticly hot? Wow I'm such a hypocrite haha :'))*

Abrielle's POV

When I get home, I fall on my bed and cry for a solid 5 minutes. Like I did when I found out Tyler was in my class on the first day of school. My worst nightmare has come true. Why do bad things always happen to me? Tyler Grayson is a bad thing. Nikki and Brian being together is a bad thing, well to me at least. Why has the world punished me in this way? What have I done to deserve this? 

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Already it's the first day of term 2. The holidays went by so fast. It was pretty quiet, all I did was stay at home and go out with my friends a couple of times. I am so dreading to go to school. Especially seeing Tyler. I haven't seen his sea blue eyes and golden blond hair in so long. I miss his cute smile... wait, no, I meant ugly, not cute. And I don't miss his stupid smile. God, my mind's going nuts. Am I falling in love with him? Eww, no way. I'd rather die.

At school everyone's talking about camp. It's in a week. I'm pretty excited for it. It's at Port View bay, just next to the beach. I don't mind the beach, it's all right. But sand can be really annoying. And why are we going in the middle of autumn? But the teachers promised that there would be good weather, I hope they're right.

"I'm so looking forward to camp, the cabin list says that we'll all be together!" Nikki says.

"You mean all of us?" Brian kisses her neck. "I don't think they'll allow that babe."

"Yeah, if that means you guys will be going all night." Alex teases.

"Oh my god Alex, you're just jealous." Brian elbows him.

Lunchtime isn't really a nightmare any more. Brian, Alex and Jackson are actually really nice. Tyler's the one who makes me not looking forward to lunchtime. He always stares at me in contempt. It's starting to freak me out. And It's really awkward when we ignore each other, I need to do something about it.

A thought pops in my head. Maybe I should apologize for the fight? It doesn't seem like a bad idea. And It's sort-of my fault anyway. It's not that I don't want to, I'm just really scared to do it.

In period 4 maths I sit beside Nikki. Mrs Tiera ended the seating plan. She probably got the clue that it should go back to normal after the class was much louder and more misbehaving with the seating plan. At least I don't have to sit next to Tyler any more, you wouldn't believe how much we fought. I don't want to even recite the arguments, there's too many to think of.

"Hey Nikki, about Tyler," I tell her.

"Ooh, what about Tyler?" She moves closer to me, having the biggest smirk on her face.

"Ugh, it's not that okay, I just, want to end the awkwardness between us. Do you think I should apologize for the fight?"

She taps her chin. "Well, yeah, it would help."

I look down at my lap. "But I don't know when, and I'm kind of scared to do it."

"We'll figure out a time. Why are you scared?"

"I'm just scared about how he's going to react. Will he accept my apology?"

"Look Abrielle, he's a pretty nice guy, although he seems like a total player, but that doesn't matter. I'm sure he'll accept it."

"Okay, I'll do it, but when?"

"What about... at camp?"

"That's good, but it's a bit far."

"Since it's in a week, it'll give you time to think about what you're gonna say."

"Yeah true, I'll say it at camp." That's my plan. I can't do it during school, it's too hard. Someone will probably see me and there's too many distractions. There's a way lower chance of someone seeing me apologize to Tyler at camp than at school. 

I look over to Tyler, he's sitting down concentrating hard on a question. Suddenly my hearts starts beating really fast. Noooo why does this happen? I don't like him! My feelings are getting overboard just looking at him. 

"Students listen up! Now I know most of you will be attending camp next week, and so am I," Mrs Tiera shouts to the class. "So you'll need to work very hard! Now look at the board, I'm going to show you how to solve question 1." Nikki and I look at other in shock. Mrs Tiera is coming to camp too?! Why would she want to go?!  I wonder if teachers actually volunteer to go to camp, or if they're forced. They probably get paid more to go, guess that's a bonus. But how horrible would it be if you were a high school teacher? You have to go to work everyday to see the same ugly, dirty, smelly kids and have to put up with their shit. Not to mention marking assignments and work can be a real pain. 

Anyway, I'm praying the plan with Tyler works. I'm going to go up to him when he's alone, or when we're alone, and just say it. Just say sorry. It can't be that hard, can it?