It's Complicated

Chapter 30

Tyler's POV

Things have been pretty quiet for me these last few days. I guess everyone's getting ready for the holidays. I don't really have anything special planned. Probably just gonna stay at home all day watching Netflix and eating. Already it's the last day of term 3, the days have gone by so fast.

The only thing that's really bothering me is Abrielle. Well, it's actually been bothering me since our unfortunate incident, but I'm thinking about her even more now. Even Kendall can't take my mind off her anymore. That time we looked at each other in science really f*cked me up. I knew Kendall told her something, but what, I don't know.

I tried asking her what she said to Abrielle but she just says "Nothing!" and changes the subject. I wish she would just tell me. It's been killing me trying to figure out what she said. I have to stop thinking about this, it's stressing me out. Abrielle doesn't matter anyway...

It's already the end of school and I'm so ready to go home. My comfy bed, endless amount of snacks, and 5-bars wifi, home is where the heart is. I've already been bombarded with schoolwork, and we got a tonne holiday homework. Can't the teachers give us a break?!

When I'm packing my bags I suddenly remember that I have to hand in my English assignment. Mrs Vienetta said if we don't hand it in during class or after school we're gonna get a Saturday detention. I was working on it during class, so I just figured to give it to her after school. I have nothing planned anyway.

I say bye to Brian, Alex and Jackson and proceed down the hallway to her office. No one else is left here, the halls are completely bare. Everyone probably rushed to go home.

I arrive at her office and see Mrs Vienetta talking to another student. "Oh hi Tyler!" She notices me.

"Hi, um, I'm just dropping my assignment off." I say.

"Oh yes thank you! Just leave it on my desk here." She smiles and points to her desk.

I leave it there and thank her before rushing out. Finally, I breathe. I can finally go home.

As I'm walking, I spot a figure in the distance. Probably just some random person, handing their assignment too. Glad I'm not the only one. I put my head down for a few seconds and then look up again. It's a girl. With long curly hair. I walk closer, big brown eyes. My eyes grow wide, it's Abrielle?!

As I get closer to her, I walk slower and slower eventually stopping. Her face looks like she's just seen a person get run over, complete shock and fear. She stops too and we look at each other for a few seconds, which feels like hours. Oh god why did I have to run into her?!

The memories started flowing in my mind. I haven't properly looked at her in so long. The perfect curve of her lips, the deep brown brightness in her eyes, her soft, perfect curls around her face, I've forgotten how beautiful she was. 

I push myself to say something, but i'm just lost for words. "Um hi?"

"...hi." She says. Her voice sounds so low it's like she didn't say anything at all.

I gulp nervously. "What... what are you doing here?"

"What does it look like? I'm handing in my assignment." She snaps and waves her assignment around.

"Okay, jeez, don't need to get all in my face." I retort.

Her eyebrows furrow in anger. "Get a f*cking grip, I just told you what I was doing."

I jump back a little, surprised by her cussing. "Damn, what have I ever done to you?" I bite my lip uncomfortably, that was definitely the wrong thing to say.

Her face becomes red with anger. "What have you ever done to me?! Oh, I don't know, maybe you've been mean to me all my damn life, and then the time we become friends it was all fun and games until you kissed  me?! And then told Kendall the whole story? Yeah, you've done nothing."

So that's what Kendall told her in science?! "You're the one who rejected me! I f*cking knew you liked me, the way you smiled every time I was there, you always blushed whenever I flirted with you. I thought you wanted to go a step further but you just rejected me and threw me in the trash. I was f*cking heartbroken."

"I really regret saying no to you!" She blurts out. "I was just... unsure of us. But you're a f*cking asshole for telling your bitch Kendall! I cried so much, I couldn't stop thinking about you."

"Then why the f*ck did you say no?! This shit would have all been avoided."

"I...I don't know okay!" She cries through tears. "It would have been a lot better if you didn't tell Kendall!"

"She's my girlfriend and she deserves to know!"

"No she f*cking doesn't! I thought we would keep this between us!"

"Oh don't lie, you told your friends, Nikki, Olivia, Christina. The looks they give me tell that they know what's going on. Don't come at me with your hypocritical bullshit." I raise my voice at her.

"I didn't go off telling the whole world!"

"Reality check, Kendall is one f*cking person."

"I can't believe you're with that skank."

"Don't call her a f*cking skank! At least she doesn't go breaking hearts and be an inconsiderate bitch!"

"Omg that's exactly what she is. I wouldn't be surprised if she's cheating on you right now." She laughs. "You've been brainwashed by her!"

I'm so mad I could hit her right now. "Why are you even making a f*cking big deal out of me telling her? So what?!"

"Don't you get it, she's gonna tell everyone! I don't trust her."

"Well, it looks like she hasn't!  You know why? Because this stupid shit doesn't matter! You don't matter!" I shout at her. "You're just a stupid bitch!"

Tears run down Abrielle's cheeks. Her eyes become red and glassy. I've never seen her cry like this before. I look down in guilt. "I'm... i'm sorry-"

"Just go away!" She interrupts, coughing with tears.

"I didn't mean-"

"Don't talk to me!"

I lean in closer, trying to maybe get a kiss, a word of forgiveness. "Please, I'm sorry I said that-"

"F*ck off Tyler!" She pushes me away. I watch her run down the hall as I stand in silence, overwhelmed by what has just happened. So she did want to say yes? Then why did she reject me?! What does she mean by 'I was unsure of us'?! These questions hurt my brain. I shouldn't have yelled at her. I feel like an idiot. 

I'm also mad at Kendall too. Why did she tell Abrielle that I told her? I lean against the lockers and tilt my head back, sighing. I close my eyes and feel tears flood down my face. Why did I call her a stupid bitch?! 

I hear my ringtone go off,someone's calling me. I pull my phone out of my pocket and check who it is. Kendall. I don't feel like talking to her right now. If it wasn't for her loud mouth this situation would have been a little easier to deal with. I know, it's my fault, but she didn't need to tell Abrielle that I told her.

I decline the call and put my phone back in my pocket. Kendall texts me immediately after. Hey babe, answer my call.

I don't bother texting back. I really need to be alone now, and think about what I'm going to do.

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Hey lovely readers! God this was a dramatic AF chapter. Right now I'm sick with the flu which is just great -_- But I hope you liked this chapter! please comment and vote :) Love y'all- Shani