It's Complicated

Chapter 32

Tyler's POV

I get home from school. I need to tell the guys what happened. They'll know what I should do, but I really did f*ck up. Hopefully they can help me out. I throw my school bag on the floor as I walk through the front door. My phone rings, great it's probably Kendall. I grab it out of my pocket and by my surprise, Brian's calling me. 

I answer it. "Hey Brian! I was just about to call you, listen I really need to tell you something-"

"I know what happened." He replies blankly.

I raise an eyebrow in confusion. "Wait, what? How?"

"Oh Tyler," He laughs. "What have you done." I'm so confused. How does he know? 

"Wait, you know what happened?"

"Yes. You had a fight with Abrielle."

My eyes grow wide. "How did you know?!"

"Let me explain," He clears his throat. "Why did your hormonal testosterone ass call her a stupid bitch?"

"Uh, I didn't mean to-"

"Then why did you say it?"

I don't know what to say to that! "Uh...It just slipped out..."

"I was with Nikki at her place and she called her crying. She came to Nikki's house and told us everything that happened," He explains. "All the shit you said to her. She was upset."

God, I feel really bad. I'm a real asshole. "Oh..."

"I told her everything too."

I feel a stab of pain on my chest. "What...what did you tell her?"

"I told Abrielle how crazy you are about her. I told her before you got together with Kendall you always talked about her and the thought of her made your brain go nuts. I said you would non-stop talk about her. I said you couldn't deal with the pain of her rejecting you, so you used Kendall to distract you from her. I told her I guess it helped and you stopped talking about her a lot, but I could tell you was still heartbroken. I told her I guess you still has strong feelings for her if you used Kendall as a distraction from you."

My heart stops for a second. I'm lost for words. Anger washes over me as I grip my phone tighter. "You...why... why did you tell her that?!"

"Dude, I had to tell her, she deserved to know," He sighs. "I knew you would be mad at me."

I feel my blood boil and my veins nearly pop out of my arms. "She didn't deserve to know..."

"She did! You put her through so much shit man."

"Are you f*cking kidding me Brian?!" I shout through the phone. "She put me though so much f*cking shit! If she just stayed with me everything would have been all good! She wanted to say yes! But guess what? She f*cking didn't! I'm so sick of her shit! She's taken over my goddamn mind! I'm always thinking about her every minute of the f*cking day, do you know how hard that is?! My life would be so much easier if she wasn't here..."

"Bro, calm down-"

"Don't tell me to f*cking calm down! I'm really mad okay!"

"Woah, okay man. Don't need to get up all in my face. I'm sorry-"

"Just f*ck off." I hang up the phone. I can't even think, I'm just so mad.

I throw my phone on the couch and clench my fists. I grab a glass from the coffee table and smash it on the ground, the glass shatters everywhere. F*ck, maybe I shouldn't have done that, mum's gonna kill me, but I really needed to release my anger on something.

I sit down on the couch and put my head on my knees. What do I do. What the f*ck do I do.

I stare long and hard at my phone. What is there to do anyway... unless...

I quickly tap my phonebook and see Abrielle's number at the top. I hesitate before tapping it to call her. We really need to talk.

The phone connects and rings. I hold the phone up to my ear, bracing myself.

But then it stops ringing. Great. she declined my call.

It goes through voice mail. I hear the automated voice saying to leave a message. I decide to leave one, I really need to talk to her. This voicemail message is either gonna make or break us. I take a deep breath, and let everything out.

"Hey, Abrielle, I'm really, really sorry about what happened, I didn't mean to do this... please call me back... or at least hear me out. I can't deny what Brian said, I know, I'm an asshole, but it's because you make me go f*cking crazy, I can't stop thinking about you. Please, just call me and we can fix this, give me another chance. You know what? I...I love you. You're my baby girl, and I f*cking love you so much you've taken over my mind. You're so cute and sexy and funny and... beautiful. So if these are gonna be my last words, then...I love you Abrielle."

I end the call and throw myself on the couch. I can't believe I just did that. I finally admitted that I love her. 

I really hope this was the right thing to do, because I feel like I'm going to regret this 'till the day I die.

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The holidays pass in a blur. Already it's the first day of term 4. All I could think about was Abrielle. She didn't call back. I texted her numerous times, pleading to listen to my voice mail. She never replied. No text, call, nothing.

I forgave Brian, I realised he really didn't do anything wrong, and I can't stay mad at him forever. He's my best friend after all. He apologised too but maybe it was a good thing that Brian told her the whole story. She did deserve to know.

I'm planning to find Abrielle on the first day of term 4. Hopefully she won't run off, I'm praying she actually listens to me so we can work things out. 

My heart is beating out of my chest when i walk through the school entrance. What will she say? What if she cries? What if everyone sees us? I'm so f*cking nervous, the only thing I can do is hope that everything goes okay.

I brace myself as I walk to class. When I step in my eyes dart around the room, looking for her. I see Nikki, Christina and Olivia all sitting together, but Abrielle isn't there. Is she not here today? Shit, I just wanted to get this over and done with.

I sit behind Abrielle's friends. "Hey, guys, is Abrielle here today?"

They all turn around and give me annoyed, disgusted looks. I sigh heavily. They all know what happened. "Are you seriously asking that question?" Christina asks.

"Well, yeah..." I answer awkwardly. Why is she asking me that?

"You really don't know?" Olivia raises an eyebrow.

I give her a confused look. What happened to her?! Is she all right? Why can't they just f*cking tell me? "No I don't know."

They all look at each other in unison. What the hell is going on?

Nikki shakes her head at me. "Of course she didn't tell you."

"Tell me what?!"

"Abrielle moved away. She's in Sydney."

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Hey y'all, I feel like this is the 50th time I've been saying this but I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT NOT UPDATING IN LIKE FOREVER!!! I've been so busy with school and finallyyyy it's over BUT I still have orientation for a week and a few days for next year rip :,)) Anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter! See y'all soon! :) -Shani