Sanity (Peterick)

Another update

Sorry this isn't part of the story, but really bad stuff is happening in my life. If you want you can go ahead and read what I'm about to put, it explains what's going on..

My grandma has been really sick lately. She had gotten E. coli, anemia, and we recently found out she has colon cancer. She also weighs literally 78 pounds, and she's like 5'2". For a long time doctors said she could have a chance to pull through. Well.. Today we found out that her cancer has become terminal, in other words, she only has a good 3 to 6 months to live, at most. That also means she could die any day now we never know for sure. But she is like a third parent to me, and it breaks my heart knowing that soon she won't be with us anymore. She is at the hospital right now because we had to call an ambulance this morning for her. I know typing like this, it seems as if I could be taking it okay, but I am devastated. All my brothers and sisters are too. My mom and my dad. Especially my mom because she was an only child growing up, also with out her dad. All she had was my grandma and my great grandma. And after my great grandma died in 2005, it was only my grandma left. I hate seeing my mom like this, I have never seen her cry until today, same with my dad. Everyone was. She's not ready to go, and she's even in denial that this is even happening. At the time of this post, she's still alive and fighting like the fighter she's always been.

If there's one thing I'd like to ask, is if you guys could please pray for her. I'm not even that much of a religious person, but she is, and though it's almost impossible that she could ever recover, I want her to live as long as she possibly can.

Thanks for listening to my update. I may post a one shot tonight because writing is very cathartic to me.

One last thing. Whoever is in your family, or whoever you love, give them a hug or tell them you love them because it's things like this that make you realize how fast someone close to you can be taken.

I love you guys, seriously I do.

Xoxoxo