Trust issues...moi? Part 6

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After break I had double history with Laura, Gail, Lucy, Penny and Sophie. I considered this a good lesson, i didn't mind history and it was always a laugh with them. Laura was a little bit shorter than me what is incredibly rare, she had long died red/brown hair and incredibly brown eyes that were almost black and I mean it. Very very dark eyes. Like a demon...but a kind demon. Gail was a little bit taller than me and she had short chestnut coloured hair that just reached her shoulders. She was a very sympathetic person who was always there..not so much anymore. Lucy had medium length chestnut hair and was a lot taller than me, I'd only became friends with her that year but I already considered her a good friend. Penny had very long dark brown hair that was nearly black and she was very very very very tall. Scary tall. Tall. Tall. Tall. Finally, Sophie. Sophie was the complete opposite of Penny. She was very short, shorter than me shorter than Laura and she had short dark brown hair. I didn't feel that close to Sophie yet, we were very different people and she slightly annoyed me at first but now we're very good friends.

Weirdly enough to begin with I didn't like any of my friends. That probably makes me sound like a really horrible person but really I'm not that bad I guess i just don't trust people easily...

That's because you are a horrible person Charlie it's in your blood. Like literally. In your blood. And you can't even argue with that. I suppose. I mean no I'm not a bad person and you're not helping me with my trust issues. I'm not here to help you with your trust issues I'm here to help you in the long run. To cut short your run. Catch my drift? Yes I get it not shut the fuck up.

I sometimes wonder what my voice would look like if it was a person. Would it just look like me but with a sinister grin? Would it look like a completely different person? Would it be him? Who knows I would like to think it would look like myself. Like my personality would be split into two parts, a good side and a bad side. You have no good side Charlie just bad.

Authors notes: Sorry this chapter is short a lot of things have happened today and I'm felling very tired and I don't want this chapter to be written without motivation.

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