TRIGGER WARNING
Why did I tell her? Why did I do it? What happens if she tells people? She's bound to tell her parents or Gail. I'm so screwed. I'm such an idiot. What do I do? Are we even going to be friends anymore?
The weeks past by slowly and painfully. Me and Laura separated. Our friendship slowly crumbled. We barely talked and we never ever talked about that day. I should never have told her. But I did. And it could never be undone.
Laura became best friends with a girl called Cassie. I'd been replaced quickly. She hated me. But why? Why? Why? Why? Why? I should never have told her. And one day it went from bad to worse...
It was 5p.m. at night. I had never felt so bad in my entire life. I was so alone. In this big big world I was so alone. So so alone. Quietly, I snuck into my mums room to get her razors she used to shave her legs.
I cut off the orange plastic bit of the razor so that it would be easier to use. I placed the razor on my leg with shaking hands and slash. The blood slowly trickled down my right leg. I did it again. And again. And again. And again. Soon I felt weak and tired. That's it Charlie. You're finally on the road to death.
Authors notes: Sorry this chapter is short but I'm so tired I haven't gotten much sleep recently. I hope you enjoyed the chapter and I hope your having a good day.

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Barely alive
General FictionSometimes do you just want to escape? Run from everything you hold dear to you. For me that isn't an option. I'm trapped inside my own prison. My own mind...my own story. But hey it could be worse. So enough dawdling let's get this party started...