Unsaid Words (Poetry)

The End of You & I

A/N: Hey Guys.

This is a new poem which I wrote with FetchingPenumbra. I decided to post the poem after an event I wish to put behind me, yes I broke up with my boyfriend and no....it wasn't a nice break up, it was actually kind of funny....and messy at the same time. I'm beginning to learn not to just trust someone I met online....since I haven't met them face to face. 

It was a mistake, dating someone who's just not for me. 

I hope you guys like the poem, if you do then please don't forget to VOTE & COMMENT! :)

@smokeupthe-moon

P.S: I do NOT own the video or song (ABOVE!!). 

Darling heart, I loved you from the start

But you'll never know what a fool I've been

Darling heart, I loved you from the start

But that's no excuse for the state I'm in,

You shamed me, pushed me towards the darkness,

What have I done to deserve such treatment?,

I may have to make us part.

I never wanted spotlight you shined upon me,

You left me in the dark

No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight,

In the shadow of your heart

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat

I tried to find the sound,

But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,

So darkness I became

I wished you'd love me, add sugar to my bitterness,

Teach me to be better, make me a fierce queen,

But instead you injected me

With this endless poison, painting my blood jet black,

I thought you were different.

But instead, you made me different,

Changed me into what you wanted me to be.

Yet, you've come to realize that this no longer me. 

It's just a mutated version of you,

I'm a wild child with the red card

Losing the game you play, moving me across the green field,

Covering yourself with your blue steel shield.

Don't judge if you do not want to be judged, they say

But you're the rare exception,

The perfect Mary Sue who can call me lazy,

I'm tired of living with you, 

I'm sorry 'sweety' it's over now

The rules shall break tonight,

I have nothing left to say

Only a bittersweet goodbye to my lover,

The 'only one' I thought was my prince

On the pale, white horse, 

I need to say sorry

That's the only thing you say when you lose someone,

I used to say I'm sorry

For all of the stupid shit you've done,

So now I'm really sorry, sorry for being the apologetic one

But if I told you again, if I told you again,

You would think I was crazy

Or maybe you would see my head's all hazy.

Day dreaming and thinking about you,

Well 'hunny' let me tell you I only wish to say "Fuck you."