Thank You For Saving Me // Stauren

chapter twenty nine

(A/N btw this might seem a bit confusing but roll with me on this one)

Lauren's P.O.V

"Sir, I need you to calm down"

"More tests are needed to find out if everything's ok"

"She is in good hands"

I could here a women talk. It was blurry and distant, but I could still here it. My eyes were almost closed. I could only see faded and blurry colours which made me notice that I wasn't at home. I couldn't move. I felt paralysed.

"You gotta make sure she's ok!"

"Please help her!"

"PLEASE!"

I recognised the voice but I couldn't make it out. I didn't know what to do. Well, I couldn't do anything. I just laid there as my eyes slowly closed.

I was on the cold floor. The floor that I was so familiar to being thrown on the ground after having a "fight" with Jay. I hated it. I hated him. He got really, really rough after he found out that I called Steven. After about an hour, of constant beating and horrible words being thrown at me,
I gave up.
I passed out from the amount of pain that I felt. I also felt a warm liquid, from my forehead, travel down my face. It was thick. Obviously it was blood. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't move, talk, hear, see, all I could do was feel all the pain that hit me. Over and over again. Then my hearing started to come back. I heard my ringtone go off in the background, and steps walk towards it and away from me.

"Yo! Steve! What's up? Having a good day? Cool. Me and Lauren are just having a catch up. You should, ya know stay away for a bit? Can't have you crashing the party now, huh?" I heard my phone lock after he ended the phone. I felt the vibrations in the floor getting strong as he walked closer then I felt his alcohol infected breath against my face.

"He ain't saving you this time"

Then nothing. No sound. No pain. Sight. Talking. Nothing. Until a while later when I heard sirens and shouting in the distance. It felt like I was a mile away from it all. But I was right next to it.

"At least try!" I heard the same voice say again.

"I'm sorry but if you continue acting like this we're gonna have to ask you to leave." The women said again. "The doctor will be here shortly just take deep breaths and try and calm down"
Doctor?
That means I'm in a Hospital.
Did it get that bad?
I tried to open my eyes but it was like they were glued shut. I couldn't do anything. I felt useless. Dead. I felt dead. Then I heard another familiar voice.

"Lauren! No! You've got to save her! Please!" She said. Then another one.

"It's ok Emily. She's gonna be ok. She's strong."
Emily? I tried my best to figure out the name. Eventually, I remembered who it was. Emily. The girl who's like my sister. Who's there for me through everything. Then nothing. It was quiet again. I heard nothing. And felt nothing.
But I saw white.

Steven's P.O.V
"W-what's happening?! Why isn't it beeping?" I said scared for her life.

"I'm sorry but I need you to take a step outside." A nurse slowly pushed me outside the room to where Norman and Emily stood.

"Well... At least he's-- he's behind bars now..." Emily said, shaking.

"Does it even matter, now?" I said. Kind of loosing hope.

"Yes! Of course it does! She's gonna make it out alive! I know it!!" Emily said getting angry and raising her voice slightly.

I said nothing. I stayed quiet and went outside, not wanting to be in there anymore than I had to.

I sat in my car, just outside the hospital. I didn't know what else to do! I felt like I'd already lost her. I sat there for a few hours. Just thinking about if she was dead. What would I do? How would I cope? I got pulled out of my thoughts when the passenger door opened and Norman sat in the seat. We sat for a few minutes before he spoke.

"They did an operation. She's stable. Emily's in there with her now." Norman said trying to make me talk or feel better. But I just stared out of my window and watched as the sky was covered with dark clouds and rain started to pour down as the sky also turned dark. It was so gloomy. It fitted what I was feeling.

"C'mon man! That's your girl in there. She needs you. She's depending on you..." Norman said which caught my attention.

"She depended on me to help her with Jay today. But I didn't get there quick enough. I failed her. She needed me in there. I failed that. She's got Emily. She's fine now. It's better if I leave her alone" I replied which broke my heart. But it was the truth.

"Hey. Hey! Pull yourself together! Lauren is in there waiting for you! You'll hate yourself if you don't go in there! This isn't about you! This isn't about you and her! It's about her! And only her! So go and be there for her before you regret it later on!!" After she shouted at me he left the car.
But he was right I was being selfish. Lauren needed me. So I took a deep breath and walked back into the hospital and down the hall to where her room was.

"Where is he?" I heard Emily say.

"I don't know he--" Norman started to talk but I walked in before he could finish. I didn't say anything. I just walked over to the bed, sat next to Lauren and held her hand then kissed it. I couldn't loose her she was the only one I could talk to. No one told me about the baby. I'm guessing they didn't tell me or anything because it must be gone. I tried not to think about it and concentrated and Laur. Emily and Norman left and said they'd be back in the morning but I stayed.

"Laur? Babe, I don't know if you can hear me but... If you can, keep fighting. Please. You've got to stay. Emily's worried, I'm worried, everyone is. But... If... If you want to give up, you can. I'd rather it be where you live and we can have a family, but it's not about me. It's about you. So if you want to go, I want you to know that I love you, and that you are the best thing that has happened to me, ever." I reach up and kiss her fore head and whisper in her ear.

"Please don't go"

--A/N--

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