Confessions of a fangirl.

Chapter 1.

I was angry, upset & just furious! Reading through all his tweets, he replied to most of them. But never me! I don't know why, but he just did!

He inspired me, he saved my life many times. Plus, my life was miserable, some people at my school picked on me, but I had a couple of good friends.

My family is alright, my mum was a fashion designer while my dad was a professor at NYU, so he didn't spend much time with us. Going between California & New York. I had one sister, Jessie & one baby brother, Jackson. Yeah we have the same initials J.O. Oh, I didn't introduce myself. I'm Jamie Olsen, 17 years old, a senior in high school. Jessie is 15 & Jack is only 2.

I knew Ed from youtube, I was searching for new songs to hear when I saw 'The A Team'. I listened to it & loved it. I started to listen to the rest of his songs & I just fell in love. His voice is beautiful, it takes me to another world, a world of my own. Where there's no worries or difficulties.

At first, he never came to California. But when he did, the tickets were too expensive for me. So I just sat behind my laptop screen watching his concerts on Youtube. Today, I was angry because the bullying at my school got worse & my so called friends didn't protect my back.

Except for 2, that's why we're best-friends since 6th grade, Amy & her twin brother, Mike. We became friends when a couple of older boys were pushing Mike around, Amy was standing there crying not knowing what to do, so I went to her & told her to go to the principle's office & went with her to calm her down.

Since that day, we became inseparable & that's why we always protected each other's backs. When I went home today, I was holding my tears & let them all out once I entered my room. I grabbed my laptop & opened my twitter account, that's when my anger increased.

Ed replied to most of the tweets except me! So I let my anger out in one tweet to him 'Edward Christopher Sheeran! I LOVE YOU SO FREAKIN MUCH! Y U NEVER REPLY TO ME!' I pressed tweet, I shouted at him in a tweet. God, I'm going crazy.

Anyway, I shut my laptop & went downstairs to grab something to eat, I was practically starving. I found my brother watching cartoons & laughing the most adorable laugh ever.

"Hey Jack." I said in a childish tone, he squealed when he saw me & clapped his hands.

"Meeeh." he said trying to say my name, I carried him & went to the kitchen to find mum already preparing dinner.

"Don't eat anything now, 10 minutes & dinner will be ready." she said with her back turned to me.

"Hello to you too" I said sarcastically "hey sweetie." she replied, now looking at me & smiled before giving me her back again & completed cooking.

"How was school today?" she asked.

"Mhmm,fine" I said, setting Jack in his chair & sitting on the stool.

"Where's Jessie?" I asked.

"She's at Nicky's, she should be home by now" my mum replied.

"Cool" I said,went to the livingroom & flipped through the channels, till I found Give Me Love on MTV, I closed my eyes & listened to the perfect song peacefully.

You're probably wondering why I didn't tell my mother about the bullying ,she knows that people pick on me, but I won't tell her what happened today, that the bullying got worse & Amy & Mike were with me. I don't want her to worry about me more than she already does.

And I haven't told you this, but there's one thing that Amy & Mike don't know about me. Ed Sheeran. They know that I like his music, but not the real fangirl that I am. They don't know that I have a fan account dedicated to him on twitter & hopefully they'll never find out because I think that it's kinda embarrassing. As Amy used to be a huge belieber & I always made fun of her.

"Dinner is ready!" I heard my mum shouting from the kitchen.

"Coming!" I replied,getting up from the couch & went to the kitchen to find mum, Jack & Jessie sitting around the table.

"When did you arrive?" I asked my sister, confused.

"About 2 minutes ago, you were deep in thought, so I didn't want to disturb you." she said smiling.

"Well, thanks" I said sweetly & sat next to her.

After dinner, I said goodnight & went up to my room to get some sleep for tomorrow. I decided to check my twitter first to see if Ed had gone crazy & replied to me. I opened my account & found one new mention.

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Hello, I hope you like this story. It's NOT an Ed fanfic.

I'm writing a One Direction fanfic, if you'd like to read it, check my works on my profile. It's called 'As Long As You Love Me' Hope you enjoy both of them.

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-Haidy