I'm so sorry || cth (discontinued)

Where did the five year old come from?

22|| Where did the five year old come from?

~Calum~

I was torn.

One part of me wanted to run towards her and wrap her in my arms, apologising and begging her to take me back.

But another part of me refused to go to her because something was stopping me.

I knew what that something was. But, for some reason, I refused to believe it.

It's Stephanie. Stephanie's holding me back.

So all I did was stand here, mouth agape whilst staring at the girl in front of me.

She was wearing super skinny jeans and a crop top. The crop top might as well be a bra because of how much it revealed.

Only now did it dawn upon me how slutty she always dressed.

Like every time we hung out, her clothes were always very revealing. No matter where we went and where we go.

Before I knew it, Luke was dragging me away from her and I wasn't complaining at all.

We passed Stephanie, who was looking at the scene in front of her unfold. But all I could do was keep my eyes on the girl who broke my heart.

Luke and I made it out the store and went to an alley.

"You alright bro?" Luke asks, pulling me into an embrace.

I take a few breaths, trying to compose myself. "Yeah," I breath. "Yeah, I'm alright."

I pull away from Luke at the same time Ash, Mike and Steph walk around the corner towards us.

Without a word, we were all in a group hug.

I felt safe here.

I felt like I belonged here.

How I love these people.

•••

"Pass me the pizza," Michael orders, pointing at the pizza next to me.

"You're not even giving me a choice," I exclaim.

"No, I'm not," Michael says. "Now give me the fucking pizza."

"Hey," Ash teases, "don't swear."

"He does what he wants, he's punk rock," Luke says sarcastically.

"No," I deadpan. "He's not."

"Steph!" Michael shouts. "Everyone's bullying me!"

We were currently in Steph's house after the very uncomfortable meeting in TESCO.

They were all being normal, trying to make me forget about the events that happened earlier today.

"Jesus Michael," Steph grimaces from across the room. "No need to shout."

"Whoops," Michael says. "Didn't see you there."

"But everyone's still bullying me," Michael continues.

Stephanie rolls her eyes. "Guys, stop bullying Michael."

"Thank you," Michael sighs.

"Now tell him to give me the damn pizza."

•••

I shifted when I heard a loud noise coming from the kitchen.

I instantly sit up and looked at the time.

My phone read 4am.

Im going to get murdered. Goodbye cruel world.

I grabbed the pizza box, tiptoeing to the kitchen.

Before I entered the kitchen, I stopped outside the door, ready to attack.

I jump into the kitchen with a warrior scream- well, a warrior scream that sounded like a five year old girl.

"Fuck," the killer gasps; the killer sounding a lot like Stephanie.

"Oh hey Steph," I greet when I see her face.

Stephanie looks at me like I'm crazy. "What the hell."

"Why did you scream," she whisper-shouts.

I felt myself blush. "I thought you were a murderer."

"So you came to fight 'the murderer' away with a pizza box?" Stephanie holds in her laughter.

I shrug. "Pizza helps everything."

"Wait," I add. "Why are you up so early?"

"Oh um... I just... um-" Stephanie starts.

"Where'd the five year old come from?" Luke asks, entering the kitchen. "And why is that five year old up at 4 in the fucking morning?"

"I don't know, the five year old thought I was a murderer," Stephanie tells Luke.

Luke turns to me with a raised eyebrow.

"How did you know I was the five year old?" I exclaim.

Luke shrugs at me. "Just seems like you."

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Haha I've been watching Pokemon all day and forgot to write this? What? No way...

Sorry this is short... I just wanted to update today cuz of you guys :-))

Love ya guys