Bygone (Part Four To Adopted)

Dark Thoughts

I quickly hung up and deleted Petes Call log.

I am not giving him the satisfaction of even talking to him.

I walked back out and gave the phone to Pete.

"That's it? You don't need to call anyone else?", I shook my head.

He took his phone from me. "Alright. Well make yourself comfortable. You can go anywhere you want honey."

He walked away and I just stood there.

I'm so confused on what's going to happen next.

Sonny's POV

I sat outside of the hospital. I'm okay now I guess. I obviously have to stay here with Sam, Sydney, And Darin. They are just kids.

Sydney walked out and sat on the curb with me. "Hey Sonny"

I ignored her.

"Sonny. Youre 20, start acting like it"

"Syd, I dont even know where Ellie is right now"

"Neither do i"

"Im going to call my parents. Tell them that Sam had the baby. You go find her."

I thought her parents are on vacation....whatever.

"Thanks Syd"

I ran to my car and started it. First stop, my house.

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I pulled up and ran in the house. I heard the door slam.

"Hello Sonny."

Father.

"You have Ellie dont you?"

"Thats why i was here, but clearly she isnt here"

"Then where is she?" I said a bit louder,

"If i knew i would have cut her throat already Sonny. All i know is the boys number,"

Shes at someones house?

I felt a pain in my stomach and bolted out of there. I started the car and pulled out, where could Ellie be?

Ellies POV

Pete came out of the boys bedroom quietly.

"So....lets talk"

[A/N: guys this is going to be very triggering, depression, cutting, drugs, all that stuff]

"About?"

"Everything. Everything you have been through"

"My dads a killer. I woke up in a coma. And now he is our to get me again."

"No Ellie....i know all of that stuff, you told me. But how are you handling it?"

I gave him a weird look. "I usally just run away"

"And...?"

"And smoke.... Thats it"

"Ellie...just dont take it out on yourself. You did nothing wrong"

"Yes i did. I do everything wrong"

"Ellie youre a kid, a kid for crying out loud, i wanted to have a talk with you because kids do stupid things"

I nodded.

"Like?"

"Cutting, drugs..."

I havent done much drugs. But i have to admit...i have cut a few times.

"Yeah, i guess i cut"

Pete just looked at me and hugged me.

I hugged him back feeling sorry for myself, and sonny.

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Give me a break guys i just got out of the hospital

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