♥Fated to Love You♥_KathNiel Fanfiction

Bid Goodbye

SHORT UPDATE lang po. :))

Nakaraos na kami ng isang araw na magkasama. So far so good. Isang araw pa alng pero parang ang dami na nagbago. The way he talks, he smiles, and he cares. Sa one day na magkasama kami daig ko pa ang may alagang mga paro-paro sa tummy ko tuwing maguusap kami at tititiig siya sa akin. I am now staring at the sky here in the veranda of my room. Two more days to go and this feelings was as if sobrang tagal ko na nararamdaman. Nakow naman kumalma ka lang hindi pa ko handa. Oh no! what was I saying, I should not.

Bbzzzzzztt! (someone has texted)

From: Deej :))

Goodnight Princess. Matulog ka na, baka lumaki ang eyebags mo pagalitan ako nila Mommy at Tita.Sweet dreams. J

Napangiti naman ako. After reading it I just texted him Goodnight and sweet dreams too, then I go to my bed and sleep. And I think it will be a really good night for me.

I was now in my room, It feels I really had a long day. Para sa lahat ng nangyari gnayon araw na to, kahit ako hindi ko maintindihan yung kinikilos ko sa harap niya. I should have not tell her.

“And tingin ko hindi naman ako nagsisisi na sinabi ko yun” (A/N---see the way he reacts on the side)

Hindi ko alam pero kusang lumabas sa bibig ko na gusto ko ang magpanggap na kami. Parang ngayon lang ata ako ulit ngumiti ng hindi natatakot na mawala ulit paggising. Kasi alam ko paggising ko bukas andiyan pa siya.

Sa sobrang pag-iisip ko sa mga nangyari ngayon araw na to, Naisipan ko itext si Prinsesa. I call her that way because she was use to call by her father like that. Pero kanina nakaktuwa siya, para siyang si Ella. Ang daldal. Nah!. I should have not compare her to Ella. Di ba sabi ko nga nag-iisa lang siya. She was the only one I love.

To: Kath :))

Goodnight Princess. Matulog ka na, baka lumaki ang eyebags mo pagalitan ako nila Mommy at Tita.Sweet dreams. J

After texting him, I just sleep. It feels good to sleep while smiling. A smile I never thought I have again. I should have been good to her, eh di sana mas nakilalaa ko pa siya.

I was in the beach, I know this one is special. There too many white flowers. It was fogy but you can see a red carpet. As if I was attending a wedding. I saw a girl at the end of the aisle. Nakatalikod siya, pero I know her. I absolutely know her.

I run towrds her.

“Ella! Ella! Ikaw ba yan.” Habang hinaharap ang isang babae na sobra ko ng namiss. Niyakap ko siya. Iknow her from her back.

“Daniel” She said sweetly while smiling.

“I know you already find her. I thank God for answering what I have pray for. Now you’ll be happy. Even not for me but I know you be forever happy with her. This will be the last. Kasi alam ko na may mag-aalaga na sa yatots ko. I will be your angel, to both of you.I love you and goodbye.” And then she kissed me and walk down the aisle. She completely vanished.

Bigla ako nagising. Isang panaginip. Ngayon ko na lang siya ulit nakita. Pero anong sinasabi niya na this will be the last. Na nakita ko na.

Kahit nagkakaron ng babae sa buhay ko simula ng mawala siya ngayon niya lang ulit ako dinalaw. Dahil ba to sa nararamdaman ko kay Kath?

Was she saying na gusto niya si Kath para sakin. ?

I hold my head.

I remember Ellas kissed goodbye to me. I closed my eyes. But urgently open it again.

Because  I saw Kaths’ eyes when I catch her,

laughters when she was with the kids,

And her smile at me when we are in the garden.

Through Ella I see her. I see her beauty not from the outside but inside. Was I fated to love her?