Without You

Chapter Eleven

"How did I do?" I asked Claire panicking slightly, as much as I love Alan that wasn't the best interview ever.

"I can guarantee the press will pick up on something" I knew exactly what she meant by something "as soon as management hear about anything I'll let you know but you need to get changed so we can get out of here I'll give you 10 minutes outside with the fans" She wandered off down the hall as someone from Channel 4 lead me back to my dressing room. Once I'd pulled of my long black dress I put on some denim shorts, a black top, my favourite grey hoodie with my converse. I quickly thanked Alan and Channel 4 for having me then Claire led me outside to the screams of people.

"SUMMER I LOVE YOU"

"SUMMER CAN YOU SIGN THIS?"

"CAN I HAVE A PHOTO PLEASE?"

"SUMMER SUMMER OVER HERE!"

I made my way to the fence signing things here and there and taking a few photos with hyperactive fans, I loved this part of my career. Giving something back to the people who got me here, without them I'd be nowhere.

"I'm sorry Summer we need to go" Daisy told me nodding her head towards the car.

"Sorry guys! Thank you for coming, I love you!" I shouted over the screams as I walked to the familiar black car, several cameras were clicking away and the screams became quieter as I was surrounded by the security of the car. The whole time I had a huge smile plastered on my face.

@Summer_Tyler: Thank you to everyone who turned up at Chatty Man, I love all of you guys!xx

Claire, Daisy and I spent the night in a hotel close to the airport so we could get another early start tomorrow. This was a down side to my career, the lack of sleep and the haters.

As I only got a few hours sleep I ended up sleeping the whole way on the plane but it was for the best to keep my calm, before I knew it we were back in the US. It felt as if I'd never left.

"We can go straight to the studios or we can go to the house?" Claire asked while we walked out of the airport.

"Mmm, I would like to know what the boys have been doing while I've been away so the studios" I replied applying some make-up, I wanted to look good for a certain someone.

Although I returned to the UK for Chatty Man it gave me time to think. Before I left I told Zayn I needed to a chat and I hope he had a slight idea what it was about,  what else would it be about? After debating with myself many times I decided I needed to tell him how I felt. I liked him and that was that. Nothing more and nothing less. For now.

February 17th

Smiling as I heard the boys singing I pushed the door open as quietly as I could and snuck in taking a seat on one of the soft chairs, just listening. They were all in the booth while Jack and a bright orange haired man were sat behind all the equipment listening, none of them had noticed my entrance, I felt like a mouse creeping around.

"Much better lads!" The orange haired man praised then once they'd broke off singing, his voice sounded familiar. All the boys looked so happy I didn't want to interrupt their moment but I did anyway. Standing from my seat I began to clap causing everyone to look at me.

"Summer!" Harry and Louis shouted, running out of the booth and hugging me to death, I smiled at Zayn, Liam and Niall. The orange haired man was revealed to be Ed Sheeran. When Harry and Louis finally let me go I gave Ed a quick hug as well as Niall and Liam. I'd met Ed several times before and he was an amazing guy, an incredible singer and he also is a fantastic songwriter. I gave Zayn a long hug, smiling into his chest breathing in his sent, aftershave with a hint of smoke.