Without You

Chapter Forty

1st March

If you asked me this time last year whether I thought I'd be pregnant right now, I'd say no. I'd thought about meeting that special someone and having children, but I never thought I would be at this age.

If you asked me this time last time whether I thought I'd be engaged to be married right now, I'd say no again.

So yes, to say I'm pregnant AND engaged is a shock, but a thumping good one.

Zayn's proposal wasn't planned, so unfortunately he was yet to go ring shopping. Before we were going to tell anyone we were going to make it officially official by marking it with an engagement ring. Something I happily agreed on.

Moving on from our 'crazy' love story... The One Direction boys plus most of the crew had the next week off therefore they all decided it would be good to go out for a celebratory meal before everyone went their separate ways.

Going out for this meal proved more difficult than you think.

"AHH! Nothing fits me!" I screamed, tossing dresses and other clothes out of my wardrobe. Giving up until someone would come help me, I laid back on the huge bed in just my underwear not feeling confident in any way shape or form.

"Summer?!" Zayn rushed to my side, I laughed at him. "Hey! Don't laugh at me, you could've been hurt" He turned to leave.

"Mmm no! Don't go, I need your help" I told him, still lying on the bed, staring up at the ceiling.

"Anything for you babes" He teased returning to my side.

"I have nothing to wear! I'm serious this time, nothing fits me. I might as well go in a bin bag" I sat up slowly, my eyes instantly attached to Zayn. Wow. He laughed at me as my eyes widened. "Not too shabby" I winked at him, he was dressed in a black suit with a white shirt, an undone bow tie hanging around his neck.

"You know me" He winked back, "Don't worry about what you'll wear, you'll look beautiful in whatever you wear" He leant down to kiss me.

"Don't flatter me" I giggled.

"Come on babes, let's get you ready" He walked off into my wardrobe and returned within minutes with a pair of leopard print leggings with a pale green blouse, all I needed to do now was find some matching accessories.

"Ah, Zayn Malik what would I do without you?" I smiled at him as I took my clothes and tossed them on the bed. He chuckled lightly and walked past me, smacking my butt lightly.

"I'll see you down stairs babe"

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Once everyone had arrived at the restaurant, we were escorted to the back of the restaurant to a huge table, there was at least 30 of us. I was sat between Zayn and one of the stylists called Lauren. As everyone decided what to order the conversation began to flow.

"Hey babe?" Zayn placed his hand on my leg, grabbing my attention.

"Mm?"

"I want you to meet someone" I leant forward as he leant back in his seat to reveal a man, around our age, staring at me. He looked very similar to Zayn, the same skin tone, similar eyes and hair. "Summer this is Danny, Danny this is Summer"

"Hey, you alright babe?" He grinned at me giving me a little 'sup' nod.

"Hiya, it's nice to meet you!" I smiled at him and then looked to Zayn. A sudden dizziness washed over me, I brought my hand up to my head, resting my elbows on the edge of the table.

"Summer?" Zayn sat forward, one hand placed on my leg, the other on my back. My head was spinning, I was unsure as to why. I lifted my head slightly, the dizziness started to fade.

Taking a few deep breaths before I spoke, "I'm fine, I just need some air" I stood slowly, Zayn mirrored my actions, supporting my arm.

"You sure? Want me to come?" Zayn offered.

"No no you sit, chat. I'll be fine on my own" I walked along the table, taking it slowly as I still felt dizzy, a few people watched me as I walked to the front of the restaurant.

Unfortunately work had got out on our where-abuts and a crowd of paparazzi were waiting outside the restaurant, meaning I could only stand right by the door.

As I enjoyed the cool March breeze, my mind was wondering elsewhere.

Why am I dizzy? When is the next scan for the babies? Maybe I should book an earlier one? Or go to the doctors? Are the babies okay? Is it even related tothe babies? But what if it i-"

"Summer?" A voice interrupted my thoughts, I sighed heavily.

"Zayn sent you out didn't he?" I shook my head at Liam, he laughed.

"We were all worried actually" He replied.

"Hm, well I guess we should get back then?" I questioned/

"I guess so" He shrugged and held the door open for me.

"Thank you" I smiled politely.

"You alright now?" Zayn asked before I'd even took a seat, the waitress had started taking orders.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Could you pass me that menu?" I replied and held my hand out as he passed me the menu.

"You sure? You seem a little off"

"Yes! I'm just hungry, so can I look the menu or what?" I spat, frowning at him.

"I'm just looking out for you" He spat back, what was his problem?

The usual banter filled the table, Harry and Louis were inseparable, Louis was cracking jokes and the conversations were flowing. I sat back and took everything in, enjoying every moment , however Zayn and I barely spoke a word to each other.

@Summer Tyler; Thank you everyone for such an amazing tour! Gutted I couldn't do the last few shows though! Love you all xo