Without You

Chapter Thirty Six

New year new start right? Yeah that's what everyone says.

They always expect the new year to be amazing, but they never know what it will bring them.

Our Christmas break was only for a few days, Zayn and I went back to Bradford to spend Christmas at his. His family are so big, I wish I had a family like that but I guess I do now. On our last day off we met up with my parents for lunch.

January 4th

My baby bump was getting bigger each day and I knew it was getting  closer to the day I would have to stop performing. The fans would be just as upset as me but it was for mine and the babies' safety. However, I was willing to perform a long as I could.

"But my due date is ages away from now!" I told Zayn during one of the many 'discussions' about flying to America with them for the last of the tour dates.

"You're not coming Summer, I want all three of you to be safe. I don't want to risk anything, please" He was literally begging me, maybe he was right.

"Hmm, fine. As long as on our next day off you come baby shopping with me?" I grinned as he groaned.

"I hate you. But, anything to keep my family safe" He smiled as he leant towards me, planting a small kiss on my lips.

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Watching the shows from the side of the stage was a whole different experience. The boys took over most of my songs, I still sung a few songs which was a bonus.

The days the boys were leaving for America drew nearer. Some days I was wishing would hurry up so I could see my babies but other days I wished it would slow down so I wouldn't have to say good bye to Zayn, even if it was only for a month.

"Alright I've booked you some interviews for next month, a few photo shoots. You're parents are visiting one weekend. And I've received a phone call from Bruno Mars' management" Jack paused dramatically. We were sat in my living room (well mine and Frankie's) having our monthly meeting, "and he would love to arrange a studio session"

"Omg! If I had the energy I'd be jumping  up and down right now!"My mouth could smile any bigger, "Could you tell him I'd be honoured although considering my pregnancy it will have to be much later in the year but I'll get back to him. And could you not book any more interviews or photo shoots, a few are great but I don't want too many."

"Got it" Jack jotted down some notes" Anything else?"

"I'd like to see Simon, if you could book an appointment on a day I'm not busy that would be amazing. And what do you think about a CD signing?"

"Right, I'll call him straight after. A CD signing can be arranged but there will have to be a lot of advertising considering the short time space" Jack shrugged clearly not liking the idea.

"Okay, never mind it was just an idea." I half smiled.

"Well, I think that's it. I'll give you a text" Jack smiled back, we both stood and exchanged a quick hug before he left.

I checked my phone once I got back in the living room to find a new message, not from who I expected though.

1 New Message Jason Black Are you avoiding me? ;)xxx

 A small smile played on my lips. Jason. I'd been completely caught up with this tour and everything else that I'd forgot about him.

Reply to Jason Black; Nope, I haven't had any of your texts! How are you stranger? ;)xxx

I kept myself busy whilst waiting for each of Jason's replies, tidying the already clean house.

Jason Black; Maybe you ought to get yourself a phone that works then ;)I'm good, I've extended the club so it's all good you? xxx

Summer Tyler; Hey! Don't insult the blackberry! Aw I'm so pleased. Well, I'm sure you've  heard I'm pregnant so it's quite hectic but tour has been amazing xxx

Jason Black; I did hear about that, it's hard not to hear things when it's everywhere. Congratulations, I'm sure you'll be a great Mum xxx

Summer Tyler; It's hard to have a private life anymore but I guess I don't mind, I signed up for it right? Thank you! I'm free some days next month, we should meet up and catch up?xxx

Jason Black; Sure, just text me a time and place and I'll be there. Must get back to work now, talk soon xxx

Throughout our conversation I couldn't help but smile, it was nice talking to Jason.

January 12th

After creeping out of bed and to the kitchen of the tour bus, I carefully pulled out a small cake from the fridge and crept back into mine and Zayn's room. I placed the cake on the table and got a lighter from Zayn's back pocket. Once I'd successfully lit all the candles, they never light first time, I carry the cake over to Zayn's side of the bed and sung softly into his ear, "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you." He began to stir, rolling over to face me his eyes slowly opened, "Happy birthday  dear Za-ayn, happy birthday to you!" He mirrored my smile as he realized what was happening. Sitting up sleepily, he drew in a breath and blew out the candles. "Happy Birthday!" I balanced the cake in one hand and pulled a few presents one at a time from beneath the bed.

"You know you didn't have to babe" His smile got wider and he planted a long passionate kiss on my lips.

"I wanted to, and plus you deserve them" They weren't anything massive, how do you get someone who's already got everything they want a present? So I just bought a few small things that hopefully he liked.

"Thank you babe" He gave me another kiss once he'd opened all of his presents.

"I'd get up before the boys come and jump on you" I winked at him and got up from the floor. "I'm going for a shower".

"Give me a shout if you need any help" He called after me, chuckling to himself