Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 4

-Back to now-

Simon's POV

Living as Conor Shaw messed me up sometimes, Like if people were talking to me, I sometimes forgot that my name was no longer Simon Minter, and if people that I knew from this life saw me on the street and called Conor at me I sometimes did not even hear it, I'm used to people yelling Simon at me, I guess that is something that I have to get used to. But it's just so hard, and get's very confusing at times. 

"wanna go to the movie's? " Lucy asked me, she was my new best friend, she worked at the desk at the garage, she was very nice, there was nothing between us, she knew off my ex and that I was gay, I never told her his name, she just did not know the hole story, there were some parts that I left out, for her safety.

"sure, what sounds good?" I ask

"what about Captain America? They are all action, you like that"

"well you don't"

"I know, but the actor is mad hot so I can deal with it just fine" She said and smiled,

"So you can watch movie's that you find boring if the main character is hot" I ask as I laugh

"yeah, Shirtless Chris Hemsworth, sign me up"

"Well it's Chris Evans not Hemsworth" 

"same shit, both hot" Lucy said as she shoots up a smile.

I just shake my head and agree to go with her, I need to do something fun once in a while, what's the harm in that, I can have a life.

I pick Lucy up at 8pm, the movie starts at 9pm so we are not in a hurry, but as this is only the 3rd day that this movie is in the theatre we need to get there a little bit early so we can get good seats, let's face it no one want's to sit in the front row.

"so you are exited?" I ask her as she jumps in the car

"yeah, and I hope you are to, then I'm going out with some girlfriends after, wanna go with, they would love you" she asked

"I don't know"

"common Conor, you have never partied with me, I promise it will be fun! Trust me, you don't have to drink"

"so you are low-key asking me to be your driver?"

"fuck, how come you always see right trough me! I'm trying to charm you into doing things for me"

"charm me?" I ask

"yeah, I was gonna use my boobs next" she said smirking at me

"you know I'm gay right?"

"yeah, but common, my boobs are mad"

"you are such a bitch" I say and laugh

"I know" she just says back and then we are off to the movie. It was very good, but I don't understand why they named it Captain America, it was more everyone join together kinda movie, everyone was there, but it was good, even if the ending was kinda shit.

I agree to go with the girls to a few bars/club's, It could be fun, I've never been to a bar as Conor, I often went as Simon, but that was a hole other story, as we walk in I see a familiar face, Oh no, she can't be here, she can't see me here.

Freya is there with some girlfriends, fuck she can't see me, fuck I need to get out.

"Conor, where are you going?" Lucy shouts at me as I run towards the bar, just to get as far away from Freya as possible who is dancing her life away on the dance floor, having a great time, she always liked to dance, Josh hated to dance in bars, but he always got dragged out on the dance floor. I smiled at the memory, I miss Josh, he and I could talk about anything, I miss them all.

"you wanted a drink right, I'm shouting you a drink" I say as I try to seam normal, she can't know that I saw Freya, she would ask questions. What do I do, Do I just act casual, or should I make a run for it.