Josh's POV
I can't fucking believe it, Simon, could it really be him, I get in my car strait away, I did not want to take anyone with me, I did not want to get anyone's hopes up. But my hopes were up.
"This fucking traffic could kill me, I'M IN A HURRY YOU FUCKING IDIOTS" I scream in my car. But of course the traffic does not listen to me, everyone else is in a hurry as well, or at least it seams like it.
I get into the nightclub and I spot Freya almost strait away, she is waiting for me at the door,
"look over there, he has a little darker hair but those dimples are hard to miss" she tells me as I walk over to her
"yeah, I think that's him, should we go and talk to him or should we let him be" I ask her, I want to walk up to him and punch him for leaving us but I also just want to hug him and beg him to come back to us, we all miss him, I think it might be safer to go with the second option. But I really want to do both. Would it be acceptable to do both, I'm not sure.
"what do you want to do?" she asks me snapping me out off my thoughts that were going at almost 100 mph
"I don't know, I don't know how I feel" I confess to her
"I understand, but we have to do something, if not for you then for Harry, he needs an explanation, he has been like a ghost for the past 5 months"
"I know" I sigh and then we walk over. I'm so nervous, what if this is not Simon, what if it is, I don't know what to say.
Simon's POV
I'm dancing with some off Lucy's friends when I feel someone tap on my shoulder, I turn around and my face drops as I see Josh and Freya standing there.
"It is you" Josh says
"Josh" I say and I can feel the tears are trying to burst out
"I've missed you" Josh says as he pulls me in for a hug and I can't hold the tears back, I start sobbing.
"I've missed you to, I'm so sorry about everything"
"can we talk?" Josh asks
"yeah OK, I just have to tell Lucy that I'm going to the bathroom OK" I say and I spot Lucy and I point to her that I'm going to the bathroom, she just nods and caries on dancing
We walk to the couch aria off the bar and sit down,
"explain yourself"
"I did not want to leave, but I can't tell you why"
"why can't you tell us"
"they can't find me"
"Simon what did you do? Who can't find you? Harry?"
"no, my old boss, and I've said to much already" I say as I stand up
"but what about Harry" Freya asks me
"Is he OK?" I ask
"No, he is a mess, he wont talk, he wont sleep, he wont eat, this is killing him and I'm not telling you this to scare you, I'm telling you this because he needs you"
"I want to help him, I do, but I just can't, they can't find me"
"who can't find you? Talk to me Simon" Josh begged me
"I just can't I'm sorry! I love you all!" I say as I turn to walk away
"Simon wait"
"It's not Simon anymore, they've changed myname, I'm sorry, tell Harry I love him" I say as I run off, I find Lucy andtell her that I want to go, I get out off there before Josh and Freya find meagain. This night I cry so hard, it was so hard to see Josh and Freya and notto tell them the hole story. Seeing them reminded me off how much I miss my oldlife, I miss my old friends and I miss Harry I want to go back to him, I wantto go back to them, but I just can't and that brakes my heart.
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Faded (Minishaw)
FanfictionMiniminter/ Wroetoshaw It had been months, I've been like a ghost, done nothing. I can't even think about life without you, I don't feel like I'm a person anymore, what am I doing with my life now that you are gone? I need to find you, I need you ba...
