Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 36

Harry's POV

It takes hours, Me and Simon are in the room with Hannah the entire time, she is going trough hell, screaming and crying because the pain is just to much to handle. It's very hard to see her like that, I wish I could do something to help, but I can't, the only thing I can do is tell her to breath and rub her back as it's hurting her so much. In the end nothing is helping except when I press hard against her lower back, so I sit behind her on the hospital bed, holding her hands and pushing my knees into her back, that should be uncomfortable but she things it helps so I just go with it, even if my legs are going numb. I just have to take it. She is going trough so much more than me. Simon is there for her as well, he does everything that she wants.

"I can't do this, it's to bad!" Hannah cries out as she get's over yet another contraction, they are about 2 minutes apart and they are lasting about 1 ½ minutes, so the pain is almost constant,

"you are doing so good, you are almost there" Simon tells her as he pats her head with a cold wash cloth.

"It hurts so bad" she tells us again, we know it does, but we can't do anything to help her, she did not want the epidural and now it was to late to get one, she was already at 9cm so she was just about to start pushing.

"OK, let's get some practice pushes now, when you feel the contraction you need to push down" the doctor tells her.

"I can't"

"yes you can, take in deep breaths with this oxygen here and then push" she tells Hannah and she does.

"OK, you need to get here and help hold her leg" the doctor tells me, I just nod and do as she says, Hannah just starts crying, now that I was no longer pressing on her back it hurt a lot more.

"you are OK, you are OK" Simon tells her as he holds her hand.

"HARRY WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO ME?" she screams at me

"I'm so sorry" I just tell her, I can't really blame her for hating me right now, this has been going on for hours, she is tired and in pain.

It takes her 45 minutes to get the baby out, the screaming could probably be heard all over the hospital. But then our beautiful boy was here. He was perfect in every way, he looked so much like me and Hannah, he was the perfect mix, he was just perfect and I did not think I would ever see anything so perfect.

"you did so good" I tell Hannah as I kiss her on the forehead

"all I did was scream" she tells me and laughs, I'm glad she is feeling better and the pain has stopped

"I love you so much for this, I don't think we can ever thank you enough" Simon tells her and she just smiles as they hug, I'm just sitting in a chair next to Hannah, holding my perfect baby boy. I can't stop staring at him, he is perfect in every way.

AN

I've started a new fic called 

You are not safe here 

It's of course a Harry FF. you know me ;)

but pliz give that a read! :D

<3

- People have been asking about this birth and whatnot, this is basically my sister's birth story, she has a 4 year old daughter, I desided to use her story to make this more real. so this all happened in real life, except her boyfriend is in Harry's role and my mom in Simon's -