Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 22

No one's POV

Ethan, Tobi, Vikk, Josh, Freya and JJ have all arrived at the hospital, Cal, Cal and Sarah are there before them and they are all in the waiting aria, just hoping and praying that Harry will pull through, everyone was so upset.

"I thought he was getting better" Tobi says after they've been silent for a while

"I thought so to, but I guess he was just acting" Vikk said, he looked so upset, they all where, they never thought this would go that far.

"do you think he has been planning this for long?" JJ asked

"there is no way to tell, we just have to ask him when he wakes up" Josh says

"if" Cal shoots in there

"don't say that, he will wake up, we can't think anything else OK, we just can't, he needs to pull trough" Sarah says and everyone shuts up, then the doctor arrives with some news after them waiting there for just over 2 hours, it was probably one off the longest hours off all there lives, it felt like 8 hours had gone by.

"He is going to be fine physically , we were able to pump his stomach and get everything out off there, we sedated him so he will get some sleep, we also put him on a ventilator to help him breath, he will hopefully wake up in the next 24 hours, and we are going to be keeping him here for physiological evaluation after he wakes up"

"are we allowed to see him for a bit" Josh asks the doctor

"you can see him for a moment, but he is sedated so he is not awake"

"that's OK, I just want to see him" Josh says and he is allowed to do so, everyone else goes home. Relived that Harry had pulled trough. 

Josh's POV

I go and see Harry, he is asleep, he looks so peaceful when he is just laying there, I feel so sorry for him. He is obviously is more pain that we thought he was. He was clearly not handling this as well as we thought. It's awful to see him here with the ventilator in and he is in a neck brace to keep his airway staple, they also have him in restrains, I don't understand why as he is out, he is not going anywhere. He has a lot off monitors and lines connected to him that are all making noise. He looks so young, he is so young, he is just a kid.

"Harry, I don't understand why you would do this, why could you not have come to talk to us, you are important to us, we all love you and we would all have supported you in what is going on in your head. I know this has been hard on you, I know you have been sad, but to end it all, Harry that is never the answer, the world is a better place with you in it, we all need you to fight and come back to us we love you, I promise I wont yell at you or be angry at you when you wake up again." I say to him as I take his hand, he is so cold.

I stay with him for 5 hours, his heart rate and blood pressure are all over the place, it drops time and time again and he looks like he is in distress, this poor kid, Callum then comes to take over from me, he just found Harry's letter, he came with it and I got to read it, we all need to be there for him, even if he did this to himself, We know he was not thinking clearly when he did this, he could not have been, he has always been so full off life. I don't know if I should blame Simon for all off this, he is a part off the reason. I want to find Simon to tell him what happened, but I don't want him to feel like we all blame him for this. This is not Simon's fault, but I don't want to say it's Harry's fault either, he is sick, he is not in the right state off mind. He needs support, not everyone yelling at him. I decide to take this to twitter in the hope that Simon will read it there. 

- Simon if you read this you need to contact me right away, Harry is in hospital.