Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 21

Calfreezy's POV

(still trigger warnings!)

Me and Callum come home and no one is there, Harry is not in his room, that's good at least, hopefully he is outside doing something, he needs to start doing something to make himself feel better, he has been such a downer lately. Then I see his shoes are there and his wallet is on the counter with his car key's and his key to the flat. That is strange, he must be here then. 

"Harry are you here?" I shout, I get this unsettling feeling in my stomach, there is something going on.

"should we call him?" Callum asks me

"yeah, " I say as I grab my phone and dial his number, It's starts to ring in his bedroom so we go in there the ringing is from his bathroom, but there is no one there, Callum then runs to the bathroom and tries to open it, but It's locked

"HARRY YOU IN THERE" he calls

"HARRY!" I call as well and we are banging on the door

"what the fuck is going on?" I ask

"I've no idea but I'm worried" Callum tells me and he continues to bang on the door calling for Harry, but there is no answer.

"call an ambulance, he might have slipped and knocked himself out" Callum then tells me

"or?" I start as I show him the pharmacy bag that is empty on the floor, Callum's face drops 

"fuck, fuck, call them now, I will brake down this door" Callum tells me and then we go into superhero mode, this is not good. I dial for an ambulance even if we have no idea what is going on.

"999 what is your emergency?"

"Hi, Um my flat mate is in the bathroom and does not answer us, we are worried that he might have fallen or something worse."

"is there no response?"

"no and the bathroom is locked, we are trying to brake in"

"does he have history off depression or suicidal thoughts, self harm?" the 999 operator asks me

"he is depressed yes"

"we will send an ambulance to your house, they will be there in about 5-10 minutes" she tells me and then I hang up after giving her the address.

We finally manage to brake down the door and the sight we see is horrible, Harry is laying on the floor, he is out, there are two empty bottles off pills next to him and the Vodka bottle that I had bought a few days ago.

"HARRY, NO, NO, NO" I scream at him and shake him to try waking him up

"Harry wake up, common dude don't do this OK" Callum screams at him and with that Sarah walks in the door, I run out as I think she is the paramedics

"what is going on?" she asks as she sees that I look totally white and shaken up.

"Harry tried to kill himself" I say to her and we run to the bathroom

"Sarah, you don't want to see this" Callum tries to tell his girlfriend but she wont leave, none off us will. With the help off our good friend Google we learn that have to turn him on his side so if he vomits it won't go into his lungs. I can see how pale he is and I'm very scared that I'm going to lose him. His breathing is all over the place and he is so cold.

"Harry, don't do this, don't leave us" Sarah begs him as she is holding his hand,

"common Harry just open your eyes" Callum begs him and I just sit at his side hoping and praying that he will be alright.

Then the paramedics arrive and take over from us, they start I.V lines and start pushing medication and fluids into him. He breathing is rapid and shallow so the decide to put a breathing tube down his throat to help him, He looks horrible.

"how long has be been down?" they ask

"I don't know, we got home 20 minutes ago" I say to them

"does he have history off overdosing?" the ask us

"no"

"history off depression or self harm"

"yes, he has been depressed over the last few months" I say and they nod

"good job all off you" the tell us as they place him on a gurney and take him out off there, then he is taken to the hospital with the lights on, we are not allowed to go with so we drive after the ambulance and call all our friends to let them know what happened so they can come down to the hospital.