Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 17

Harry's POV

I can't believe it, he is with a girl now, I know I was with a girl as well, but that was just one drunken night. I want to scream and run over and punch him. It takes everything I have in me not to do so. I can't believe he is doing this. I knew he was bi, so am I, but to leave me for a girl and not to have the curtsey to brake up with me first, again I know I cheated but it was after he that left. I'm so angry, I should be hurt, but I'm mostly angry. I relies I'm biting my jaws together so hard and I'm shaking I'm so angry. I don't think I've been this angry before, I have a short temper and I know that, but this is just a hole new level.

I want to go up to him but I decide to follow them for a bit, but with every step I take I just got angrier and I'm sure if it was humanly possible to have smoke come out off your ears like in cartoons that would be happening right now. like I must be bright red and look like I'm about to murder someone, to be fair that might still happen, probably not though. Everyone that passes me are looking at me funny but I just don't care, I just keep my eye on Simon and that girl

"Lucy, want an Ice cream?" I hear him ask, at least he is not calling her babe, that's something at least, she better not be calling him that either. 

"sure, you're paying right" she said and laughed, fucking gold digger, Simon is not rich so my point is not even valid, but to hell with it, she is a fucking gold digger. 

"I guess I am" he says as he shakes his head and pushes her lightly as she laughed again. I should walk up to him now, now is my chance, I need to do this. I need answers, I need to know why he left, was it because off her and he just did not have the courage  to break up with me? 

I'm afraid to go over, I've been standing there watching them talk and laugh with there Ice-cream's for almost 10 minutes now, If you don't make your move now you will maybe never get a chance at it again I think to myself , go over there, he is technically still your boyfriend, we never really broke up. It should be no problem to walk up to my own boyfriend and talk to him. My thoughts are going to fast for me to handle. 

They have started walking again, I'm going to miss my chance if I don't go now, I start to follow them so I can hear what they are talking about

"Conor, I don't want to go, can we just stay a little longer" she asks.. Conor? WTF? now I'm confused, why the fuck is she calling him Conor? his name is not Conor. 

"sure, we can stay here for a couple more minutes if you want" I tells her and laughs, his adorable little giggle, that I miss so much

"It's just such a shame to waste such a good day"

"true" Simon says and smiles, his dimples could kill me I swear. 

"It's so beautiful here, why have we never been here before" she then asks 

"I used to come here all the time, with my ex" he tells her, His ex? We always came here, just the two off us. Now I can't hold it in any longer,

"YOUR EX?" I shout over to him, Simon turns around and looks me strait in the eyes, I see his face drop and I know he can see how angry I am. I'm livid.

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AN

OK!! I just have to shout out Jerrux

she does not even read this story (or I don't think so anyway)

But her Wroetostar fan fic is honestly the best thing I've read in a long time and I want everyone to go over there and read her fan fic!

Astronomy. - Wroetostar!

Honestly so good!  

and no she did not ask for a shoutout, this is just me loving her story so much that I decided to promote it!