Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 16

Harry's POV

I went for a walk to clear my head, the sun was shining, I loved summer, I've always loved summer, the sun and the warm weather, we don't get to many off those here in England. There is rain here for almost 6 months a year. Then it goes OK and then Amazing and then OK to shit really fast. English weather is a joke.

I just walk in the park, I watch kids play and I sit down on a bench next to the lake, it's so peaceful there. There are people everywhere, I like watching people go about there day. Like little kids who are just running around being themselves and they don't care what anyone else thinks off them, I miss that, I miss running around with my friends. Why do you have to grow up, everything is so much harder when you are grown up, what I would not give to go back to being 7 and the biggest deal was that my mom would not buy me ice-cream or that I could not sleep over at my friends house when it was a school day. It sounds so silly now. 

My phone then rings, my mom is calling me, she is worried about me, I can't blame her, I've been very distant and depressed since Simon left, I've not been home yet, I did not even tell them that Simon had left until a month had gone, my mom had flown out and stayed with me for a weekend, but she has a job, like most adults and had to go back. I've always been on my way home, but I've just never gotten around to it. 

"hey mom"

"hey sweetheart, how are you"

"I'm OK"

"are you sure?"

"yeah, It's a good day outside, I'm just at a park, walking around enjoying the sunny weather"

"good, no point hanging inside when the weather is this good"

"yeah" I say and smile

"when are you coming home next, we miss you"

"I might be coming next weekend, I'm not sure yet."

"good, I can't wait to see you"

"I can't wait to see you lot to!"

"how are you feeling now? Is it getting any better"

"yeah kinda, but someone I know saw him a few days ago and he left another note, telling me and the others that he is sorry, he is sorry for braking my heart, but I'm not sure if I believe him. If he really loved me then he would not have left, right?"

"you know I can't answer that sweetheart, only he can"

"I know mom" I sigh and then we just talk for a bit about pointless stuff. 

"anyway call me when you've decided when you are gonna come home OK, I love you" my mom tells me

"yeah I will, love you to!" I say as I hang up, I love my mom, she is always so supportive off everything I do.

I start to walk home, I'm in a better mood, Ihear a girl laugh very loudly and I look up at her, she has a beautiful laugh.But then my jaw drops when I see who is with her. It's Simon.  

It was really Simon.