Faded (Minishaw)

Ch. 33

Harry's POV

I just stare at the picture for a long time and Simon looks at it as well, I still don't know how to act, I'm in a state off shock. I don't know what I can say, I don't know how I should even act. This is just a little much for my brain to handle and I have no idea what I should do or even say. 

"can I have some time to sign, or do you need me to do it now?" I ask Hannah

"you can take some time, It's a big deal" she tells me

"OK, can I sleep on it and call you tomorrow" I ask her

"yeah that sounds fair, I kinda just threw this at you, I totally get that you need some time to get your head around all this, It took me a couple off weeks to decide." she says and nods, Simon just takes my hand

"ohh you two are together?" she asked,looking a little surprised 

"yeah" Simon nods

"but you slept with me, was that just a curiosity thing or?" she asked

"I'm bi" I say to her and smile, she just nods

"can I ask a bitchy question?" she asks, clearly not sure off herself 

"yeah" I say

"did you cheat on him with me?"

"kinda, we were on a brake though" I tell her, not wanting to tell her the hole story, she does not need to know the hole thing. 

"OK, I just got a little nervous, I did not want to be the other woman or something like that, you know" she tells me and smiles

"It's fine, everything is good now" Simon tells her and smiles

"I think you look very cute together by the way, I'm glad that you are happy" she tells me as she smiles, I can see she is happy for us, then she asks me about my family as she has to have some info on the health off my family, I don't understand why but I just go with it, and then she is gone, she leaves me her number so I can call her when I have thought about this.

Simon's POV

While Hannah and Harry are talking I can't stop thinking about this, I have a crazy idea but I don't know what Harry will say to it, I hope he takes it well.

"I'm so sorry about that, how are you feeling about all off this?" Harry asks me as we just crawl into bed

"honestly, I don't know"

"I don't know either, I'm still in shock" Harry tells me

"are you going to sign the papers"

"yeah probably, I can't force her to keep the baby if she is not ready" he says to me as I turn to my side so we are facing each other.

"I have a crazy idea" I say to Harry, I'm nervous about telling him, how will he react to it

"yeah?" he asks

"I think we should keep it, as our own, I've always wanted kids, so why not now, and this way the baby is actually related to us and we don't need any alternative measures in the future" I say and I can see his shocked face as he just stares at me. I knew I should not have said anything

"you want us to adopt the baby?" Harry asks wide eyed

"well we would not be adopting it as it's your kid, so he will just be living with us but not his mother"

"Simon I." Harry starts, but I can see he isnervous, he is about to point out that this is stupid, I just know it. We areto young to have a kid. I should not have said anything.